the blood drips from the grip on my arm
the noises
the voices
the unseen feeling of terror
this is my hell from which there is no escape
Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 12:14 AM UTC
they have taken me to my end
i have no more left
im all out of steam
i seek the place where there are no tears
a place with no pain
a place where happiness abounds
i am going on an adventure to find this place of joy
please dont worry for ill be okay
i will be free, i will be me
maybe ill see you there one day
until that day remember me fondly
the few times of joy we shared
the love we have
for when i said five-ever i meant five-ever
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 7:37 PM UTC
another day, another hell
the torment continues
the torture begins anew
the night brings death
the day brings a new start
for the demons to have their fun
my heart, my mind
thats their playground
i yearn for peace
i seek the day when when death is all they leave
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 3:37 PM UTC
im not superman
but i wish i was
i wish i could be youre everuthing like he is
i wish i could make you hapoy like he does
i wish i could make you smile like he does
i wish we had songs
i wish we had memories
i wish so many things
im not superman
but i wish i was
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 12:49 AM UTC
will i ever be okay
will i ever find peace
will i ever find me again
i am trapped in my own mind
i am tourtured
i am tormented
day after day i hope for peace
but it never comes
it may never come
until then i am an empty shell of what used to be happiness and joy
Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 4:47 PM UTC
the thoughts, the pain, when will it stop
when will i be good enough to bring that smile i long to see
the thoughts are more like demons dancing in my mind
i wish it would end, i wish it would cease
will my hero come and wipe the tears away
will i have a hero to share music and tattoos with
wishes are nice but never come true
so for me its my demons and i
Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 3:27 PM UTC
the dreams they haunt me
my failures they taunt me
each night i die a little more
until the day i no longer wake
Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 12:50 PM UTC
who will hear my cries
who will make the suffering stop
will anyone come and wipe the tears away
how i long for peace
i dream that one day the light will break through
but alas for now i am alone
my self and my demons
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 11:00 PM UTC
days go by, they seem to be okay
force a smile dont show the pain
night comes along with the darkness
the voices seem so true
so convincing, the things they say
tears are comfort
they only way to fall asleep
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 10:24 PM UTC
im surrounded by its embrace
like a wave rushing over me
try as i might to escape, its grasp is too strong
there is no light here, there hasnt for a while
myself and the darkness is all that is left
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 8:06 PM UTC