danielle-marie - Hello Poetry

theres a demon that lives in you sometimes quiet sometimes its screeching its unpredictable and dangerous sometimes its too late to see the happiness its been leeching its evil and strong makes you think that inside of you is something inherently wrong you fear this beast you dont trust it in the least because its lies and tricks makes you feel fine then makes you feel sick its drives you mad drives you insane because you come to realize its a part of your own brain

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Aug 29, 2015

Aug 29, 2015 at 5:06 AM UTC

(D)epression

theres a demon that lives in you sometimes quiet sometimes its screeching its unpredictable and dangerous sometimes its too late to see the happiness its been leeching its evil and strong makes you think that inside of you is something inherently wrong you fear this beast you dont trust it in the least because its lies and tricks makes you feel fine then makes you feel sick its drives you mad drives you insane because you come to realize its a part of your own brain

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Maybe I was naive But I really just don’t understand How you can let someone get attached Give them shivers just with your hand Share secrets of your own Spend your time on them Then drop them completely with a text on a phone And treat them as if they were never there It’s cruel really But bravo, you rid of me without care I guess I should’ve known You didn’t want me I knew But I threw stone after stone Trying to break down the walls I was stubborn You are fine, you feel nothing at all I wasn’t yours, and you were not mine But I’m a wreck I feel too much and my thoughts are all intertwined I fall too deeply You knew that And you ******* stabbed right through me Guess I’ll never know why But I have to see your face everyday I need the strength to not cry Or care But thats not me Thats you And its ******* not fair

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Aug 29, 2015

Aug 29, 2015 at 4:46 AM UTC

Deceived

Maybe I was naive But I really just don’t understand How you can let someone get attached Give them shivers just with your hand Share secrets of your own Spend your time on them Then drop them completely with a text on a phone And treat them as if they were never there It’s cruel really But bravo, you rid of me without care I guess I should’ve known You didn’t want me I knew But I threw stone after stone Trying to break down the walls I was stubborn You are fine, you feel nothing at all I wasn’t yours, and you were not mine But I’m a wreck I feel too much and my thoughts are all intertwined I fall too deeply You knew that And you ******* stabbed right through me Guess I’ll never know why But I have to see your face everyday I need the strength to not cry Or care But thats not me Thats you And its ******* not fair

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So many dreams So little drive Repetitive motions Same addicting potions When will I wake with a smile Cause I've been dying for quite a while Nothing helps Its always me But then he came And made me dizzy He smiled Told me sweet things Sad thoughts ceased When his gaze pierced me But that monster That little creep in my head Slithered in and filled me with doubt Doubt turned to fear Fear turned to mistakes Mistakes turned it all to **** The blues were back And here we are again, this is it.

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Jun 30, 2015

Jun 30, 2015 at 9:17 PM UTC

Free Though Rant Thing

So many dreams So little drive Repetitive motions Same addicting potions When will I wake with a smile Cause I've been dying for quite a while Nothing helps Its always me But then he came And made me dizzy He smiled Told me sweet things Sad thoughts ceased When his gaze pierced me But that monster That little creep in my head Slithered in and filled me with doubt Doubt turned to fear Fear turned to mistakes Mistakes turned it all to **** The blues were back And here we are again, this is it.

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Bring me to ruins Drown me in your waves The tide is too high Its rough Its taking me away Drifting until I sink Trapped in your haze Your taste I drink But its poison Delicious with no cure You will destroy me For that I'm sure

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Jan 14, 2015

Jan 14, 2015 at 3:25 AM UTC

Weak

Bring me to ruins Drown me in your waves The tide is too high Its rough Its taking me away Drifting until I sink Trapped in your haze Your taste I drink But its poison Delicious with no cure You will destroy me For that I'm sure

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A whole sea of possibilities lies in front of me But all I see is the vast darkness inside me Encouraging smiles await my decisions But I've already given up on all my visions They say the future is bright But I see mine in a dull light All around I see happiness and love And that is what I am deprived of I hope one day I will enjoy waking But for now my soul will continue aching

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Dec 12, 2014

Dec 12, 2014 at 3:19 AM UTC

The Future

A whole sea of possibilities lies in front of me But all I see is the vast darkness inside me Encouraging smiles await my decisions But I've already given up on all my visions They say the future is bright But I see mine in a dull light All around I see happiness and love And that is what I am deprived of I hope one day I will enjoy waking But for now my soul will continue aching

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Absolute bliss. The forest around me made me feel the most peaceful I had in years. The tall Redwoods reached up to the sky for a kiss, the bright, green moss climbed up the huge roots. Everything seemed to be paused. Like the world had stopped, as if everything had froze and stood still in this moment of pure beauty. The mist the only thing that seemed to be moving, like a heavy blanket hovering over the ground. My breath came out in puffs of condensation, the product of the invigorating chill of the morning. The sun just barely poked its arms through the gray and sent the dew glittering all over. This was the most breathtaking thing I'd ever experienced. To feel so small among so many great things harboring beauty. I felt as if I could sit on this damp ground forever. My mind went completely blank here, my thoughts soared up to the sky riding along with the trunks of the trees. I'd never felt more free. I layed my head down on the grass and let my body go limp. I felt safe as if nothing could ever touch me. Until something did, little raindrops fell upon my nose and slid down the side of my face. I opened my mouth and let the rain touch my tongue, it tasted pure and good. My hair grew damp along with my clothes, but I wasn't cold. I was absolutely content. I slowly sat up and listened to the rain pour over my little heaven. It was the most precious melody. The air around me was heavy, and everything seemed to be lit in shades of violet. I breathed it in, took it in. I suddenly became afraid. Aware that I would have to leave this place soon. A tear slipped down my cheek. I felt weak, and helpless. I didn't want to return to the outside world. For I felt those moments, in this small opening , in a vast and shrouded forest, have changed a part of me. Or more-so, awakened a part. A part I never knew existed. For the first time in what felt like ages.. I felt alive.

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Jun 27, 2013

Jun 27, 2013 at 4:21 AM UTC

The Woods

Absolute bliss. The forest around me made me feel the most peaceful I had in years. The tall Redwoods reached up to the sky for a kiss, the bright, green moss climbed up the huge roots. Everything seemed to be paused. Like the world had stopped, as if everything had froze and stood still in this moment of pure beauty. The mist the only thing that seemed to be moving, like a heavy blanket hovering over the ground. My breath came out in puffs of condensation, the product of the invigorating chill of the morning. The sun just barely poked its arms through the gray and sent the dew glittering all over. This was the most breathtaking thing I'd ever experienced. To feel so small among so many great things harboring beauty. I felt as if I could sit on this damp ground forever. My mind went completely blank here, my thoughts soared up to the sky riding along with the trunks of the trees. I'd never felt more free. I layed my head down on the grass and let my body go limp. I felt safe as if nothing could ever touch me. Until something did, little raindrops fell upon my nose and slid down the side of my face. I opened my mouth and let the rain touch my tongue, it tasted pure and good. My hair grew damp along with my clothes, but I wasn't cold. I was absolutely content. I slowly sat up and listened to the rain pour over my little heaven. It was the most precious melody. The air around me was heavy, and everything seemed to be lit in shades of violet. I breathed it in, took it in. I suddenly became afraid. Aware that I would have to leave this place soon. A tear slipped down my cheek. I felt weak, and helpless. I didn't want to return to the outside world. For I felt those moments, in this small opening , in a vast and shrouded forest, have changed a part of me. Or more-so, awakened a part. A part I never knew existed. For the first time in what felt like ages.. I felt alive.

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Absolute bliss. The forest around me made me feel the most peaceful I had in years. The tall Redwoods reached up to the sky for a kiss, the bright, green moss climbed up the huge roots. Everything seemed to be paused. Like the world had stopped, as if everything had froze and stood still in this moment of pure beauty. The mist the only thing that seemed to be moving, like a heavy blanket hovering over the ground. My breath came out in puffs of condensation, the product of the invigorating chill of the morning. The sun just barely poked its arms through the gray and sent the dew glittering all over. This was the most breathtaking thing I'd ever experienced. To feel so small among so many great things harboring beauty. I felt as if I could sit on this damp ground forever. My mind went completely blank here, my thoughts soared up to the sky riding along with the trunks of the trees. I'd never felt more free. I layed my head down on the grass and let my body go limp. I felt safe as if nothing could ever touch me. Until something did, little raindrops fell upon my nose and slid down the side of my face. I opened my mouth and let the rain touch my tongue, it tasted pure and good. My hair grew damp along with my clothes, but I wasn't cold. I was absolutely content. I slowly sat up and listened to the rain pour over my little heaven. It was the most precious melody. The air around me was heavy, and everything seemed to be lit in shades of violet. I breathed it in, took it in. I suddenly became afraid. Aware that I would have to leave this place soon. A tear slipped down my cheek. I felt weak, and helpless. I didn't want to return to the outside world. For I felt those moments, in this small opening , in a vast and shrouded forest, have changed a part of me. Or more-so, awakened a part. A part I never knew existed. For the first time in what felt like ages.. I felt alive.

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Jan 21, 2013

Jan 21, 2013 at 12:40 AM UTC

The Woods

Absolute bliss. The forest around me made me feel the most peaceful I had in years. The tall Redwoods reached up to the sky for a kiss, the bright, green moss climbed up the huge roots. Everything seemed to be paused. Like the world had stopped, as if everything had froze and stood still in this moment of pure beauty. The mist the only thing that seemed to be moving, like a heavy blanket hovering over the ground. My breath came out in puffs of condensation, the product of the invigorating chill of the morning. The sun just barely poked its arms through the gray and sent the dew glittering all over. This was the most breathtaking thing I'd ever experienced. To feel so small among so many great things harboring beauty. I felt as if I could sit on this damp ground forever. My mind went completely blank here, my thoughts soared up to the sky riding along with the trunks of the trees. I'd never felt more free. I layed my head down on the grass and let my body go limp. I felt safe as if nothing could ever touch me. Until something did, little raindrops fell upon my nose and slid down the side of my face. I opened my mouth and let the rain touch my tongue, it tasted pure and good. My hair grew damp along with my clothes, but I wasn't cold. I was absolutely content. I slowly sat up and listened to the rain pour over my little heaven. It was the most precious melody. The air around me was heavy, and everything seemed to be lit in shades of violet. I breathed it in, took it in. I suddenly became afraid. Aware that I would have to leave this place soon. A tear slipped down my cheek. I felt weak, and helpless. I didn't want to return to the outside world. For I felt those moments, in this small opening , in a vast and shrouded forest, have changed a part of me. Or more-so, awakened a part. A part I never knew existed. For the first time in what felt like ages.. I felt alive.

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