A warm cosy bed
Thin silk sheets my solitary comfort
An environment safe and protected
Mental paralysis leaves me scared and alone
My screen family bring me comfort
Yet unreachable distance
Becomes my future
dreams undreamable
Leaving: a myth.
May 30, 2019
May 30, 2019 at 6:56 AM UTC
This feeling is
bigger than me.
I don’t hold the key,
To change the
way I want to be,
Constantly looking
at society,
Hoping things will change
but I wake up the next day
Feeling the same.
Looking in the mirror,
See a person
that I don’t wanna see.
A person with anxiety.
A shrunken soul
looking for a way
out of this hole
Hoping things will change,
but I wake up the next day,
Feeling the same.
I lie in bed
Alone.
Feeling like I want a clone.
Just to have someone like me
Someone with anxiety
Someone with more problems
than me.
Hoping things will change,
but I wake up the next day,
Feeling the same.
I imagine being lost at sea
Where a mirage will hold the key
To a new land
where no one knows my name
but someone will hold my hand.
Help me realise the answer
lies within me.
Help me realise I hold the key.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 8:28 PM UTC