Oh my God that chin.
Oh my God that nose and flared nostril
Oh my God that mouth. Oh my God
those eyes, that hair, impossible Oh
my God your neck,
long
I want you to speak
From God,
Give chance to Get up and
start the dance
Married and divorced
Productive mother
To the end .
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 1:23 PM UTC
I have hurt myself, because
I did not want to live authentically.
There is
Within echo
Chambers *
No response towards my cries
Within four walls encased;
Punished
For my being hidden
And for being looked over.
Still, I ask to hear God's voice
Who calls my name
Then it feels like
Home
Apr 12, 2019
Apr 12, 2019 at 11:21 PM UTC
When you die you become Hard like cardboard or plastic
The reason that I became a man...
because
I have taken the fork in the road
To get here
And everywhere
In between.
I Would have been one or the other
Call me naive
Call me stupid
I thought you were a star
Before I knew what a star was on your own.
Apr 6, 2019
Apr 6, 2019 at 1:06 AM UTC
I was a boy.
As a boy/girl I don't need to fit
Your descriptions. I don't need to be
Published. I don't need a date to take
With me
To the dance.
I won't need to worry; Won't need to look
At you,
Won't need to be married
Civilly,
Or inside a church
Don't have to be elected. I can just dream
For my entire life
Apr 4, 2019
Apr 4, 2019 at 9:09 AM UTC
I was just trying to make a statement, a singular one
With my entire life
But my life is incomplete
The pieces drawn
From many other sides,
But I am gone
Now. -
What statement?
Apr 4, 2019
Apr 4, 2019 at 9:07 AM UTC
Hopefully life in Jesus is not over
If it is, I would then
Send it off.
So many things And people have come
And gone,
And I have
either survived
Or am in another form
On earth.
I have No humility, no pride
It turns out that I have been amorphous
A living entity
I turn on heel
From ego;
I have written eleven books of miracles
Which I oversee
Growth for me is always slow
And painful.
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 11:49 PM UTC
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Mar 31, 2019
Mar 31, 2019 at 8:53 PM UTC
I am Just Right.
I'm not
Too cold, not too Warm.
I have
Golden locks.
You wish you were Me, day and Night
Even as you discriminate
And exclude
And choose
Elsewhere;
You
Contradict yourself,
Even as I am
A contradiction
Mar 31, 2019
Mar 31, 2019 at 2:06 AM UTC
Nobody can stand the truth.
But that is what I'm here for
60
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 2:07 AM UTC
I meant to die in a bathtub
Melting
The muscles' tension
Wine,
Falling asleep
Drowning
Innocently. Like Whitney.
There's a Heaven
And
I am waiting
For myself there.
I will always
Cherish you
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 1:38 AM UTC