laying here
can't sleep
clock ticks on
doesnt miss a beat
thinkin of you
someone mentioned your name
wish i could see inside brain
99 bananas didn't help
guess i'll lay here a while
Aug 30, 2012
Aug 30, 2012 at 12:50 AM UTC
i pray for the day i tell you
that i never meant a second
all your replacement mannequins
no matter how carefully crafted
or beautifully molded
will never hold a flame
someday they'll be clarity
when i'm soaring heights you'll never reach
in places you'll never see
your heart will be hammering
a loss you'll never comprehend
every lazy day that passes you
like clouds that never rain
the soul in you that breathes for it
your voice only a clap of thunder
lightning energy decays
Mar 22, 2012
Mar 22, 2012 at 11:34 PM UTC
don't get so mad
fists of regret
bruises will fade
new summer sky!
still I'm winter blue
Apr 19, 2011
Apr 19, 2011 at 2:38 PM UTC
So funny, hypocritical
All this time with blame
Myself I'm being cynical
How many times I learn
The hard way
Always trust yourself
Your gut, your instinct
Never let that sway
What you'd do to be me...
I'm not that unhumble
Jealousy's a hideous thing
I won't fight for things
That freely come to me
Even a rare commodity
Trusted you before myself
I'm so blind
Way too kind
Apr 19, 2011
Apr 19, 2011 at 2:32 PM UTC
Like a shot
With no chaser
I take you in
You warm me up
I could drink you
From a cup
Sick tomorrow?
Probably so
You make me burn
I'll take you slow
Glow inside
Can I have a little more?
Apr 19, 2011
Apr 19, 2011 at 2:26 PM UTC
Don't they make a pill for this?
Can I keep avoiding with sleep?
A lazy person's distraction
Let's pretend it didn't happen
Ignorance is so comforting
Locked in the back of my closet
To deal with another day
Apr 19, 2011
Apr 19, 2011 at 2:24 PM UTC
You think I didn't notice
Or maybe I made it up
I know what you said
I'd never forget
You're too special
Giving comfort ironically
Secretly, discreetly
Don't worry,
I won't tell
Apr 19, 2011
Apr 19, 2011 at 2:22 PM UTC
how'd I **** this one up
I miss you so much
I can't feel you anymore
your presence lost
sparkle gone
so ashamed
pretend I'm something that I'm not
does it make it easier to shut me out?
I'll delete you from my life
**** you I don't want you back
some friend huh?
can't side with the misfit?
nah, you're too smart
too perfect
I'll keep being me
stop visiting my dreams
this feels like doom?
yeah, cause it never was you
Apr 19, 2011
Apr 19, 2011 at 2:09 PM UTC
Rain pouring, pouring
Harsh words
I'm locked out.
Dizzy, cold
Sad, alone
You held me all night
Didn't let go
Rain, I don't mind
Incense clothes
You held me all night
The Devil's calling on my phone (he won't stop)
I gotta go...
Apr 19, 2011
Apr 19, 2011 at 2:03 PM UTC
I thought I saw wolves in her eyes
The older I get
They look like gray skies
Now I broke out the worry beads
Hide beneath my pillow
Cause this whole thing is beyond me
Dec 19, 2010
Dec 19, 2010 at 3:19 PM UTC