Hurting, cursing, crying as always,
Crying as if I was someone’s fault
barely feeling the pain of my fault
Am I another idiot? Well, maybe!
Under the rain of emotions flooding my heart
Despite the wickedness of that heart
i remain untouched, unshaken, dear heart!
Am I just another idiot?
Well maybe cuz I’m not sorry
No, not even a little bit
I am not sorry at all and it’s okay like that
Not **** sorry about it.
You may hate me but it’s fine
I get better with time, just like wine
Better in my lovely wickedness
I guess that’s why I shine !
Well maybe I’m just another idiot
Who loved and hate you at the same time
You really make me think of wine
I hate and love it at the same time
Am I just another idiot?
Well, obviously and I love it!
Cuz im not sorry
No, not even a little bit
I am not sorry at all and it’s okay like that
Not **** sorry about it.
Jul 1, 2020
Jul 1, 2020 at 10:12 AM UTC
I Deserve to Die, A shout of Joy.
I deserve to Die
My life is a lie
A flippant lie
I Deserve to Die
I Deserve to Die
In this world full of Love
I fly like an unguided dove
I Deserve to Die
I Deserve to Die
If I could tell myself the truth
I may be a better youth
But, I Deserve to Die
I Deserve to Die
Too weak for this battle
To grip for this struggle
I Deserve to Die
I Deserve to Die
The song I hear in the morning
The door opened in the evening
Ready to Die
I Deserve to Die
I Deserve to Die
The depressing things I tell myself
The worthless value of myself
I Deserve to Die
I Deserve to Die
Not a prayer
From a player
But I Deserve to Die
I deserve to Die
But who cares?
The limitless growth of the stairs
I Deserve to Die
Who will save from my grief?
Jesus?
Do I even believe?
Maybe not!
Maybe I do!
I’m not sure
I Deserve to Die
I Deserve to Die
But I don’t want to
Will I have to?
Do I need to?
I Deserve to Die
I Deserve to Die
Shall I help myself?
Maybe,
Maybe,
I shouldn’t Die
Well, I Deserve to Die
But He went ahead and Die
Now I can’t Die
A new beginning,
A new life,
Lord I Deserve,
Will you let me Die?
Hear my cry
Save thee
I Deserve to Die
Don’t allow me to Die.
I Deserve to Die
But I need to escape
Open the gate of life
Hear my cry
I just need a way
To run away
I Don’t want to Die
I cry…
Esperanto
Sep 18, 2019
Sep 18, 2019 at 10:56 AM UTC