dakota-cheyenne-johnson
American
My name is Dakota, I was born a raised in North Carolina. I've had a gift for poetry and have loved it ever since I was very young, but as I got older and became depressed it became an outlet for me. It was a way to express my feelings in writing because I never really could out loud. I guess that's why I love it so much. / / "You are witnessing the downfall of our civilization, where the drunk and wealthy program a series of trainwrecks designed to keep our youth glued to the tv, willing them to believe that bad decisions will make you a celebrity." - Hawthorne Heights
I'm just me
My face is meh
My name is dull
I'm nothing to look at
I'm just me
I'm just me
I stutter when I read
I trip when I walk
I'm nothing to care about
I'm just me
I'm just me
I sing in the shower
I have little passion
I'm nothing to listen to
I'm just me
I'm just me
My smile is broken
My hands are gigantic
I'm nothing to love
I'm just me
I'm just me
I have crazy dreams
I'm not happy all the time
I'm nothing to wait for
I'm just me
I'm just me
I am nothing
I am no one
I'm am loved
I'm just me
Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 10:28 AM UTC
There's a part of me that want's to breathe
Another part has died
A part of me lives in the clouds
Another harsh reality
There's a part of me that longs for more
Another part has given up
A part of me that knows it all
Another so naive
There's a part of me that isn't right
Another knows it's so
That part of me with the darkest thoughts
The part that hates me too
Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 12:24 AM UTC
Alone in the dark
So much more than missunderstood
Your apathy is not lost on me
The truth lies in my scars
It pulses through my veins
Invades my broken heart
Temporarily I stem the flow
Cutting off the Scorce
The relief you see is all I've got
My solemn scars and I
Sep 10, 2013
Sep 10, 2013 at 11:48 PM UTC
Don't cry for me
Like they really would
I just feel so small
That's not the point
I love life that's not it
Do you even deserve it
I want you to move on
But what from
What I do it's not for me
You selfish ugly beast
I'm so afraid you just don't know
No one would care anyway
More than anyone I fear me
Jul 10, 2013
Jul 10, 2013 at 3:07 AM UTC
Misunderstood and all alone
You sit and watch the swelling halls
You're so afraid to look away
Into the eyes of those above
Your real fear is that they'll never see
That you're one of them a human being
And even if you try so hard
They will never see who you are
Apr 22, 2013
Apr 22, 2013 at 11:34 PM UTC
A symphony
Of solitude
Sung by me
Heard not by you
A lonely cry
More or less
Drifts onto
The ears of the deaf
Sometimes I fear
You're all like me
Drifting in and out
Of this reality
I hear a voice
But it's only me
Sometimes I'm sure
That I'm...
Crazy
Apr 21, 2013
Apr 21, 2013 at 10:27 PM UTC
An empty shell
What is there to feel
No Heart nor soul
Left to break
There is only me
Whats left of me
Forgotten
Broken
Lifeless
An empty shell
Apr 21, 2013
Apr 21, 2013 at 10:20 PM UTC
The Words
Of your silence
The complexity
Of your simplicity
The warmth
Of your cold heart
The companionship
Of your empty arm
My eternal love
For your loveless soul
Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 8:21 PM UTC
I lie in bed at night
And dream
Terrible awful dreams
You don't want me
Don't need me
Don't love me anymore
I want to see you
To touch your face
But the Distance is our eternity
Separating us forever
There is no love
Strong enough
Worth enough
To fight this eternity
There is no love left
To conquer the land
No love left
The lend the upper hand
There is only this chasm
We built with the empty
Distances of land
Apr 18, 2013
Apr 18, 2013 at 10:49 PM UTC
You alone
Built this home
You filled it
With things you love
Still after all that
It doesn't feel like home
Still you feel like
You're suffocating in yourself
It is your house
Built with your hands
Filled with your loves
Why are you so lonely
Apr 18, 2013
Apr 18, 2013 at 10:24 PM UTC