Sun is shining
Music's playing
Children are having fun
In the smell of early autumn
Bitter taste of local bar coffee
Brings all the sweet memories to her
Puts a shy smile on her face
Time seems to stop
Such a perfect day
I'm dead
Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 4:33 PM UTC
So the autumn is almost here
And I never thought
I'm gonna be happy about it
It's the first time I'm not worried
That I'm not gonna be okay this time of year
I'm worried you won't
Your smile still makes me
Feel confident about anything
But it doesn't matter cause you don't smile anymore
I wish I could do something about it
But I'm helpless
My hands are tied with the rope of your rejection
I've learned that my feelings
Don't matter too much
Just please... be fine
Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 8:33 AM UTC
Pour coffee into my throat
Make my heart become black
Let my mind get sour
It doens't make sense
At all
Does it?
Time's getting heavy
It slows down with every second
Thoughts are soaking into skin
Consciousness is drifting away
I'm far away from you
And from myself
Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 12:52 PM UTC
Trees don't talk
They just drop
Dark shadows
Of their broken souls
On these empty walls
And I'm one of them.
Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 1:41 PM UTC
He sat on the table
With sadness in his hand
He put it in his pocket
And he lit a cigarette
Not even half asleep
But also not dead yet
He fought his thoughts
In the sound of heavy air
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 2:42 PM UTC
In the cosy room
we found deep forest
where the calming silence
came through the vibrating
strings and sound of
two heartbeats,
where fireflies told stories
and no one but us
could see the beauty.
Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 4:47 PM UTC
Don't let me fall asleep today
I won't come back
When my eyelids fall down
Like your cigarette ash
There's no turning back
Please, don't make me happy
When I'm so beautifully sad
Just don't let me fall asleep, darling
I'm already weak and broken
I'm hopelessly mad
Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 1:06 AM UTC
*To the whispering trees
I tell my darkest secrets
With my hungry sight*
And they understand
And as I walk through
The sound of ticking clock
With my hands
In my pockets full of sand
I realize I give no love
To this world
And no love I get back
I just stare.
And I think...
Think...
Think.
Why's the sound so hollow?
Am I here?
And the clock stopped ticking
Trees weren't whispering anymore
Waves ate what was left
Of my wrinkled soul
Now I'm a flinching body
With a case of thoughts
Have you ever listened?
Lazy silence
Heavy breath of what's unsaid
Running through the foggy gardens
Ops...
So I swallowed my own hand
Reached for heart that wasn't mine
Snatched it out and bottled up
And just threw it to the ocean
No, I haven't. Have I?
Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 8:13 PM UTC