cx - Hello Poetry

a moment of silence, pilot take control - don’t let it flood the mission control scars that never fades has resurfaced back, into my mouth it stale I’ll regret it when I wake up, when I’m sober, away from this chaotic mess But what can I do? Everything been fuelling up the fire lately and I couldn’t breath

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Jul 12, 2018

Jul 12, 2018 at 9:16 AM UTC

cx

Untitled

a moment of silence, pilot take control - don’t let it flood the mission control scars that never fades has resurfaced back, into my mouth it stale I’ll regret it when I wake up, when I’m sober, away from this chaotic mess But what can I do? Everything been fuelling up the fire lately and I couldn’t breath

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I'm tired of swiping left and right When all I really want is you But we've matched and We've chatted And we watched the flame Went down From a distance Where we couldn't See us anymore

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Jul 12, 2018

Jul 12, 2018 at 9:14 AM UTC

cx

the one that got away

I'm tired of swiping left and right When all I really want is you But we've matched and We've chatted And we watched the flame Went down From a distance Where we couldn't See us anymore

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it's like halving the compass, but you're sailing to the east. **** do i know how to read the map, but be ****** if i say i won't look at the stars. structures that fractured, it ruptured - erupted: corrupted lungs, how did we get here? but it's just a dart in the heart, a fire that burns - when we collide we won't burst into fears: it's like i'm voluntarily descending into a masquerade. (and you're voluntarily watching me -as a crowd- in act)

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Jul 12, 2018

Jul 12, 2018 at 9:14 AM UTC

cx

Untitled

it's like halving the compass, but you're sailing to the east. **** do i know how to read the map, but be ****** if i say i won't look at the stars. structures that fractured, it ruptured - erupted: corrupted lungs, how did we get here? but it's just a dart in the heart, a fire that burns - when we collide we won't burst into fears: it's like i'm voluntarily descending into a masquerade. (and you're voluntarily watching me -as a crowd- in act)

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Kisses like snowflakes, it burns my defenseless tongue - like a winterstorm in July, almost impossible to exist - yet missed dearly. Traces of your figure, it framed onto my sight - like an oil canvas painted by the devil's grimace: full of love, full of lust - neither it set foot on heaven or hell. Ocean like hellfire, it separate two souls, lost in a fictive romance - to ace, to aid, to.... I'm anything but romantic, Everything but chaotic, Fear the taste of your lips, But craves the sense of your hips.

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Jul 12, 2018

Jul 12, 2018 at 9:13 AM UTC

cx

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Kisses like snowflakes, it burns my defenseless tongue - like a winterstorm in July, almost impossible to exist - yet missed dearly. Traces of your figure, it framed onto my sight - like an oil canvas painted by the devil's grimace: full of love, full of lust - neither it set foot on heaven or hell. Ocean like hellfire, it separate two souls, lost in a fictive romance - to ace, to aid, to.... I'm anything but romantic, Everything but chaotic, Fear the taste of your lips, But craves the sense of your hips.

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hands all over you before me before us before this it's just an unplanned demand, charting all over my card burning desire, I'm burning with my desire I was already a poet by predilection, you took a penchant for my chanting words how can you say that when I'm still under the shadows? without lips and guttered lungs - I'm just a hopeless snow (I'm melting - demanding) I know without colours you could still feel the heat shallow of me to think you need the torch to find me in the dark but I've been trying to picture you in my head, don't you want to draw me too?

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Jun 16, 2017

Jun 16, 2017 at 5:04 AM UTC

cx

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hands all over you before me before us before this it's just an unplanned demand, charting all over my card burning desire, I'm burning with my desire I was already a poet by predilection, you took a penchant for my chanting words how can you say that when I'm still under the shadows? without lips and guttered lungs - I'm just a hopeless snow (I'm melting - demanding) I know without colours you could still feel the heat shallow of me to think you need the torch to find me in the dark but I've been trying to picture you in my head, don't you want to draw me too?

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a written memoir of how love once lived, it's funny: it was never alive, to begin with. it was nothing but merely a suggestion, implode within the idea of a happy tale. see, that's the thing. too much ego, does not echo, yet to be let go. ******* it, why can't I let go?

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Dec 6, 2016

Dec 6, 2016 at 12:19 PM UTC

cx

Untitled

a written memoir of how love once lived, it's funny: it was never alive, to begin with. it was nothing but merely a suggestion, implode within the idea of a happy tale. see, that's the thing. too much ego, does not echo, yet to be let go. ******* it, why can't I let go?

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she's quirkily odd and yet, mysteriously intriguing. you're the sun and the moon, the truth and the lie, the devil and the angel I can't despise. . . . foolish soul, how did I ended up falling for you? I'm a fool for not being able to move on quickly from you, instead, I fall deeper and faster. it's a trap. I need to escape.

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Jul 10, 2016

Jul 10, 2016 at 6:22 AM UTC

cx

she

she's quirkily odd and yet, mysteriously intriguing. you're the sun and the moon, the truth and the lie, the devil and the angel I can't despise. . . . foolish soul, how did I ended up falling for you? I'm a fool for not being able to move on quickly from you, instead, I fall deeper and faster. it's a trap. I need to escape.

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It's an ecstasy. Something that you can't live without, something that you keep craving for, something that you keep wanting more. It's more than a fire, like a hypernova inside of me: reaching every inch of me, locking my thought, my conscious, my movement…. You're the drug that keeps me awake, sedation that puts me to sleep. You're the ocean that I'm drowning into, the oxygen that I needed. You're are the light in my midnight sky. It's you. But when I look around, all I see is this haze that slowly suffocating me. When I turn around, all I can see is you. The little hope in me grew a little every time I see you. But when I look around, every things suddenly sinks. You. Drugged me into this chaotic world. I. Fell so hard for you, it's getting hard to breathe. It's you.

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Mar 25, 2016

Mar 25, 2016 at 12:35 PM UTC

cx

You.

It's an ecstasy. Something that you can't live without, something that you keep craving for, something that you keep wanting more. It's more than a fire, like a hypernova inside of me: reaching every inch of me, locking my thought, my conscious, my movement…. You're the drug that keeps me awake, sedation that puts me to sleep. You're the ocean that I'm drowning into, the oxygen that I needed. You're are the light in my midnight sky. It's you. But when I look around, all I see is this haze that slowly suffocating me. When I turn around, all I can see is you. The little hope in me grew a little every time I see you. But when I look around, every things suddenly sinks. You. Drugged me into this chaotic world. I. Fell so hard for you, it's getting hard to breathe. It's you.

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putting away my silent mask, pulling away my oxygen tank, my heart beat won't slow down, my pulse stopped when I saw…. it's alright, you're out of my sight anyway, I'm alright, sitting in a plane to Neverland, it's alright, yes it's alright cause she got those trusting lips, and she got those thrusting hips, I'm left out with a flat empty feeling, but it's alright, yes it's alright you know you scored so **** well, yet I'm struggling with a basic plan, but it's alright, cause you're just an imitation of a mind game, that I tried so hard to re-create so it's alright.

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Feb 27, 2016

Feb 27, 2016 at 11:00 AM UTC

cx

Untitled

putting away my silent mask, pulling away my oxygen tank, my heart beat won't slow down, my pulse stopped when I saw…. it's alright, you're out of my sight anyway, I'm alright, sitting in a plane to Neverland, it's alright, yes it's alright cause she got those trusting lips, and she got those thrusting hips, I'm left out with a flat empty feeling, but it's alright, yes it's alright you know you scored so **** well, yet I'm struggling with a basic plan, but it's alright, cause you're just an imitation of a mind game, that I tried so hard to re-create so it's alright.

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but you got that golden ticket at the back of your head you got that eyes that wonder around the world and I'm left with nothing but an empty state I'm wired to not pull the trigger but to anchor and drown. The deep blue ocean where it holds all the pain and sorrow. Swept by the currents and waves and to be lost within it. I never wanted this. Truth was, this kills me as much as it kills you. It jabbed right through me, deeper than your wound. It felt like the world was against me and I can't breathe. I can't escape.

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Jan 5, 2016

Jan 5, 2016 at 10:09 AM UTC

cx

Drowning

but you got that golden ticket at the back of your head you got that eyes that wonder around the world and I'm left with nothing but an empty state I'm wired to not pull the trigger but to anchor and drown. The deep blue ocean where it holds all the pain and sorrow. Swept by the currents and waves and to be lost within it. I never wanted this. Truth was, this kills me as much as it kills you. It jabbed right through me, deeper than your wound. It felt like the world was against me and I can't breathe. I can't escape.

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