i am cold in a winter that isn't
so much like winter
i am frozen in the idea of magazines
thinspo
and whatever the opposite of that is
it is still encouraging
i want a ballerina body
i want to surround myself in water and green tea
avocados
i want to be bendy
well, bendier
i want collar bones to push out
ribcage to jut out
thin arms
thin waist
i am tired of stretchmarks and sadness
Mar 24, 2017
Mar 24, 2017 at 10:49 AM UTC
yellow, fellow
some colors make me happy
bananas are yellow,
rich in potassium
yellow, fellow
maybe my second favorite, currently
#ffed67
#ffe345
#ffef39
#fff200
graceful like a duck
a taxi in a rainy urban area
the morning omelette
the sponge of my childhood, soaking up my happiness
the sun that grants me some radiance
cheese
cheese
cheese
the corn of the country side, butter n' all
like highlighter on PSSA preps, third grade
"it all must be important"
daffodil, nostalgia
mac n' cheese
mac n' cheese
mac n' cheese
banana peppers
yellow buttons
the school bus that takes me away
yellow duckie
daisies
french fry
juicy fruit
phone book
raincoat
yellow, my fellow
Mar 24, 2017
Mar 24, 2017 at 10:47 AM UTC
i wonder if any of the same hair when we first got together is still on my head
it's a weird thought
maybe the very last centimeters
hair cuts
hair dye
remember when my ex cut my hair?
remember both times i cut my hair to my shoulders or above?
i wonder where the hair is that you first touched
several hair brushes
scattered on pillows and old sheets
washing machines
wherever i go my hair will leave
damage
breakage
fall out from stress
somewhere, right now is the old me
or breaking down in the soil
now i am so artificial
Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 12:50 PM UTC
let's nap until the sun goes down
let's cook freezer pizza whenever we happen to wake up
let's make three ingredient cookies and call ourselves healthy
let's build sundaes
scoop
scoop
scoop
let's stay up late and watch horror flicks
baba
dook
dook
dook
after that we can watch kevin hart until we can't breathe
you can crack my spine, break it for all i care
anything is pleasurable with your company
Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 12:39 PM UTC
