Through the sluice and trickle
upon my glassy world view,
I stare like the dead,
while waiting for you.
Though I see the storm,
My heart rages in its thunder,
Knowing you'll creep in soon,
Obliterating this nightmare wonder.
Unlike this thrashing rain,
slicing up my window pane,
I've seen the beds you've lain
in my jagged dreams:
where my spirit walks free
chasing my heart's silent screams;
connected to yours
like a ball and chain.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 10:45 AM UTC
Empty,
no hunger,
depression,
have to eat,
fill the emptiness,
throw up,
eat again,
throw up,
nothing fills,
only the pills.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 10:44 AM UTC
Make my life a hollow reed
That will bend now in stormy breeze
For in numbers I find my strength
Beneath the willow tree
Make my life like the rock
Piled high upon , top to top
A stonewall that runs for miles
Around my lands it stands
Make my life short and sweet
Give me peace not dire defeat
Give me love and woman's sigh
Amidst the clovered fields
Make my life a Godly song
One that knows right from wrong
With wisdon as old as stars
I'll dance inside the fire
Make my life to unfold
I am tired , my shoes have holes
My dreams are seeds cast to the wind
And just the husk remains
Make my life now come to end
It's my time to propend
I'll walk among the ghost's remains
And willingly I quote
Hollow reeds will bend not break
Holow reeds will not forsake
Of hollow reeds my death bed make
And lie amongst the stars
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC
The world is great!
The birds fly from me;
The stars are golden fruit
Upon a tree
All out of reach
My little sister went and I am lonely.
The world is great!
I tried to mount the hill
Above the pines
Where the light lies so still,
But it rose higher.
Little Lisa went and I am lonely.
The world is great!
The wind comes rushing by.
I wonder where it comes from.
Sea-birds cry
And hurt my heart.
My little sister went and I am lonely.
The world is great!
The people laugh and talk,
And make loud holiday.
How fast they walk!
I'm lame, they push me.
Little Lisa went and I am lonely.
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC
But where do I go when I've lost hope?
When desolation hugs me
a soul so shattered
You cant breathe
Live or die?
Both are just a lie to comfort us
But who will you be when all we really are is just
dust
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 12:31 PM UTC
I try not to fall asleep, not wanting to be away from you
But then I do I sleep deep, a rest thats way past due
But while I sleep your not gone, cause baby your in my dreams tonight
Distantly I hear our song, I wish id dream of you every night
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 12:31 PM UTC
To drift in the wind on the edge of a dream,
chasing our thoughts on the back of a moonbeam,
candyfloss mornings and effervescent nights,
cascading rainbows in a box of delights,
pretty girl smiles and puppy dog tails,
candy stripe slugs and polka dot snails,
ride the light on a sunlit wave,
into the void of the crystal cave.
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 12:31 PM UTC
~
Finding who you wished for,
had wished for you too
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 7:35 AM UTC
It lays amongst an earthy mound
sweet venom rests on top
Strange figures pass without a glance
Until those old days stop
With not a whip it rests and hums
Lets out one desperate sigh
But petals hide it's secret dream
To make an easier fall and die
To be killed for a small misdeed of another
Must be an awful way to live
But to you, a precious little flower
Is all that you can give
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 7:35 AM UTC
the night brings your name
carried against streams of
conscious thought
it is here I know I am better off
it is here I wish you saw
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 7:34 AM UTC