
cosmicmik
Born and raised, proudly, in the Heart of South Africa, Cape Town. / No promised fixed personality - but one consistent grooove! Heh. I've obtained quite the dazzling and dizzying yearning for freedom. Nothing but love, light and deep relativity to share. I'm going to make everything around me beautiful and that will be my life.
And now,
I cry...
I cry,
not for all that teeters on the edge of my reality,
awaiting a sigh from the angels of the East...
But for the awakening,
the sweet rebirth,
they have already come to spark with it.
I cry,
saluting the darkness,
for its gift of preSense...
Oh, how I feel me in my dance!
I cry,
In gratitude for my sacred sisters,
gifting and guiding me,
with their instinctual song.
I cry,
because now I've had a taste,
of the release for which I have longed.
I cry,
for all of the moments that have lead me right Here,
in which I finally see...
My Self,
lifted through,
and embracing the mystery.
And oh, how I cry...
In honour and in awe,
in whole-hearted wishing and yearning for,
the blessing of divine and true reflection,
in the women before me,
the women along-side me,
and all the women to come...
I cry,
because I see you Mama...
And I am here with you.
Oct 12, 2020
Oct 12, 2020 at 4:11 PM UTC
Is Love...
Exposing bodies to be able to feel another's sweaty chest, swollen lips, sticky *** and ragged breath?
Falling out of reality through colorful clouds until you pass out on the side of the road convulsing from an overdose?
Tending to the bruises and cuts given the night before while promising to never do harm again?
Wasting thousands of dollars on expensive toys and new fake bodies only to be unwanted years later?
Playing with the bodies of others while deceiving the one person who gave it their all?
Laying inside of strong arms and finally being able to feel safe and secure, even if only for a short while?
Waking up every day where the only contentment found is in visiting a gravestone that contains memories of a whole life lived?
A newborn child, with its bliss innocence of the cruel world it has been born into?
Being able to speak the 3 worded and 8 lettered phrase aloud?
Dec 3, 2016
Dec 3, 2016 at 11:24 AM UTC
I'm always lost -
it's a part of being me.
A characteristic of mine.
My mind is always a mess
and I always have this urge to be wild and run.
I never know the where's, the why's, the who's..
I'm
always
lost.
Always doing the opposite of what's considered "morally" correct.
I think what got me hooked on him,
was that he didn't ever try to change me.
Not once.
He wasn't like the rest.
He was wild and he wanted to run with me.
He didn't ever try to fix me or calm me down.
He was filled with fire in all the same ways I am
and when I needed to feel free,
he took my hand
and
we sprinted.
We were lost somewhere within one another.
I was lost within him
and he was lost within me.
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 6:50 AM UTC