This waiting for something intangible. Listed as single for decades. Watching children grow and sprout wings. My heart is full but my lungs are bad from cigarettes and toxic everything. My mother's love is conditional. My father is as soothing as a cop.
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 2:52 PM UTC
Years pass slowly but time flies. Chasing dreams and digital clocks loving analog. My soul aches for touch, a hug, a handshake or a firm grip. Someone to chat with when drinks are poured and wine spills over my lips and teeth.
May 15
May 15, 2026 at 11:05 AM UTC
This again like a song on the tip of my tongue.
Oct 10, 2019
Oct 10, 2019 at 7:31 PM UTC
There's a window somewhere. A door too. Wishing I was on a big ship or a small plane. Looking up towards tomorrow.
Oct 9, 2019
Oct 9, 2019 at 12:40 AM UTC
They've got folks who get turned on by a bird's whistle. Watch the fiasco now. The devil always loses. I wish for everything every one else has ever wished for.
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 5:34 PM UTC
Meditated for an hour with the neighbor. She crashed and snored. I imagined myself flying in spirals with thick white wings. I became a dragon. I used boots to stomp my negative thoughts. The universe is supposed to be on my side. I could see white spirals and felt myself going in.
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 12:44 AM UTC
When love comes barreling toward me I'll close my eyes again.
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 12:37 AM UTC
I'll tell you all my troubles sir.
I'll gladly warm your ear.
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 10:41 PM UTC
That fake *** hungry **** I think drug dealers are morally deplorable but I'm writing this high. Here's where we are when curious. He had an eagle's talon tattooed outside of his thumb and forefinger. Eyes a blue I had never seen before. The way he sat like a delicate flower. Legs crossed effortlessly. I just need something. To talk to a friend. My credit is getting worse. I've got no plan or idea but am wriggling a bit. I feel good, I really do. Just buckets of tears. I have to look again. I wish I had the strength to shake it all off and to forget what I felt. It was so pure it was blasphemous.
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 7:36 PM UTC