When you watch the love of your life find the love of his life,and it isn't you.
Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 12:30 PM UTC
I told you all some truths about me
To be honest,
It was kinda sickening
Completely disconcerting
I'm not sure I like opening up like that
They were only ten words each
And most of you probably didn't understand their
deeper meanings
But to me,
They were everything
All the little parts of me
That I truly don't like admitting
So, I've decided I'm done with
the truth
At least for a little while
It's time for some
Pretty Little Lies
A few to make you smile
And a few to make you cry
Since everyone else can tell me
so many lies
Well, now it's my turn.
Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 4:19 AM UTC
Sitting in your car
Parked outside my house
You had to leave soon
But, it was so peaceful out
You kissed me so sweetly
deeply
Then you asked me
I saw it coming, honestly
Yet, I was still shocked
And more than a little terrified...
Mine? Yours?
Belonging to one another?
I wasn't sure how this made me feel
So many doubts and questions,
Running through my mind
I don't like admitting it
But you're really a rare find
Honest, sweet and kind
I'm not sure I feel as strongly as you do
Cause we both know the past I've been through
I think I'm gonna try
For you
But you seriously gotta make an effort too
I don't wanna do this alone
I know you're busy
Just pick up the phone
Make some time for me
You want me to be your girl?
Then you gotta be my guy
But this whole thing terrifies me
I'm not gonna lie
I'll NEVER cheat
I'll stay faithful and true
But seriously,
That's what you gotta do too...
So, what's my answer to you?
First, I have stipulations
I'm not a girl all about big DECLARATIONS
I'm the poet, I'll do that
But I gotta know you're with me
That you got my back...
I'm not afraid to admit
I need attention
If you can handle that
And my crazy A$$
Then I'll be all yours
Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 4:17 AM UTC
While you were away,
My words seem to fall on deaf ears.
Unvoiced mutterings that fall out in droves,
Burning rants swallowed back in singes and sears...
While you were away,
Time was stagnant; a viscous puddle.
Hours only stretched longer,
The second hand jabbing its ferocious needle...
While you were away,
The clock drove me insane.
Ticking my life away in literal seconds.
Losing sand grain by grain...
While you were away,
And when it's all quiet and dark,
I could hear my heartbeat...
Awaiting the new day to make its mark.
While you were away,
My words seem to have lost their meaning...
As if they were stuck in limbo,
Unanswered calls that keep on ringing...
While you were away,
I am but a little lost foal...
Because whenever you're away,
I am never whole...
Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 11:03 AM UTC
You,
who used to touch me where I didn't want you to, reaching inside me, where I'd never let anyone before, I was only eleven, I shouldn't of been treated like a *****
I hate you
You,
who took advantage of me, when I was just thirteen, taking what innocence and trust that I had left, breaking my spirit down to an empty shell...
I hope you rot in H£LL
You,
who just watched what they did to me, judging me, saying it's my fault for dressing slutty. I was only fourteen...
I hope I'm never like you
You,
who made me believe I was not a used rag doll, gave me trust and hope, only to reach my sixteen year old core, then ripping it all to shreds like never before...
I'll never forgive you
You,
who said you loved me, made me think it was the real thing, helped me forget the past, at only eighteen, you gave me my wings and hope that it would last, then when you realized I just wasn't enough, you went and found some different lust, at twenty-five, you decided you wanted a new life, but our kids mean the world to me, so I can't regret you, but I can erase your memory...
I hope she cheats on you
You,
who finally made me think I'd found the real thing, then broke me down, then picked me up just to throw me down again, over and over, then used the fragile remaining shards of my heart to cut out my soul and leave me falling apart...
I wish you nothing but pain and despair
You,
who I laugh and joke with now, who I wish to know more, who makes me scared I'll end up with a broken heart like before, who seems to truly care...
Please, don't forget how fragile I am
You,
who I may or may not have met yet, don't hurt me, don't make me regret. I won't be able to handle losing another, I wanna be happy with you, I wanna know forever...
I hope you'll love me too
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 2:39 AM UTC
We claim to be children of God in this age.
We claim to want peace as we fire hand grenades.
We want the truth as we tell our own lies.
We want promises but break our own ties.
Corrupted, mislead, riots turning the streets red.
Turn off the TV, tuck your children safely in bed
With these images stuck in their head.
Our brains are rotting what has this world caused us to be?
21st century zombie-
Plugged in at all times.
Why is our laziness not considered a crime?
Why has He
Not come forth to teach us there's
So much more in this life-
Besides the pillage, the ****
Everyone has their own *** tape.
The ****** the politics, the News
There is no difference, no one wears a cape.
We claim to know what's best, but let the wrong govern us: the minority and the rest.
We claim to want to help, but lock up the wrong because he is not like our self.
We claim to be equal, but won't let me marry who I want to still.
We claim and we claim, but it all stays the same.
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 2:38 AM UTC
Sometimes
All of this
Sanity
Just makes
Me
Go Insane
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 6:39 PM UTC
You lured a wordsmith with sharper words,
Promised me heaven and galaxy journeys,
Fed me on your words they satisfied me,
Breathed out of the sound of your voice
Then you became homicidal.
You took back your words, the s that made me feel alive,
You stripped me off those promises I had made my dreams
Now I cant dream,
I lost my trust in words
You couldve pushed me off a cliff instead and it would hurt less.
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 5:06 PM UTC
I have found a Man whose heart burns with Love
He came from a world far from my world
He has the smell of a thousand flowers
His lips are made by a Smile of Happiness
He has soft skin, softer than silk
Yet he is made of the strongest gems inside
I fell for Him and gave him my heart
He gave me words, words I never thought existed
He was my ink, my pen and my melody
Once I had been an infidel, almost lost myself
Yet He Loved me, even gave me respect and honor when I've lost them
And He Loved me even more...
I'll never be the same because of him
Then I've learned how he could be broken, broken because of Love
The Man also Loved another
Everything was lost
Then...suddenly, he came back to his world
And Distance has won
Love has left me and I cannot Love anymore, not even myself
Yes, I've forgotten what Love is and cannot define it anymore
I have become a creature unknown of the greatest powers and wonders of Love
I am filled with passion and yearnings of life but without Love
The Man is a memory, a memory which marks
My history, my now and what will be
I wish for the Man a Love
I wish to come to him and offer him songs
Songs to make him asleep in tender tunes
Melodies to heal him
Let him rest, let him sleep
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 3:41 PM UTC