I hate everyone but you
I wanna be alone with you
I don't want anyone to share you with me
I miss you so much
I miss your lovely words
I miss the way you used to care about me
I miss every inch of you
I won't deny It
I want you back and forever
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 4:20 PM UTC
I hate myself for missing you
I hate myself for loving you till this very moment
I hate myself for not being able to forget you
I hate myself for crying bc of you
I hate myself and I will forever do
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 4:09 PM UTC
I had to let it out.
Slowly; those thoughts started to suffocate me.
I had to do it.
Quickly; those feelings took control over me.
I had to do it because I didnt want to have to live it.
It started with;
one cut, just one.
just another one,
just other more.
My soul was stabbed, my heart was hurt and my body was scarred.
And my thoughts filled the room ;they became the air particles I breathe.
They would give me freedom to live; but the bonds they had on me would pull me back everytime I tried to run away.
May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 2:13 PM UTC
I wept,
till my eyes were dry,
and I could feel no more.
In a statment of ,
complete numbness,
I layed in bed,
in hours,
for days,
s a d.
I wiped,
away the tears.
And my feelings ,
wouldn't stop ,
reminding me.
And those memories,
wouldn't stop,
chasing me.
And I couldn't just,
let go.
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 1:30 PM UTC
Happy birthday my best friend
Happy birthday my lovely sister
May you live a cheerful happy life with me by your side
I love you so much that it's unbelievable
I never wanna see you sad nor crying
Just the thought of you crossing my mind makes me happy
Never forget that I will be here for you no matter what
May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 3:09 PM UTC
I exhaled the last breath,
And i felt like my soul was about to leave.
Because with every breath, the air becomes harder to inhale each time.
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 9:32 PM UTC
I am happy,
But why is that those tears wont stop falling?
It's the right thing,
But why is that it doesn't feel like so?
I am strong,
But why is it that I need to be strong?
I should not feel this way,
But why is it that my feelings have become so bipolar ?
It's bravery,
But why is it that I feel it's an act of fear instead?
I am not oblivion no more,
But why is it that i feel there is much behind every path?
I fear failure,
But why is that I feel that it is a fear of success?
I should enjoy the moment,
But why is it that my brain cant comprehend to happiness no more?
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 9:32 PM UTC
Thy heart stings,
With a longing.
To be loved.
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 9:14 AM UTC
Who needs sleep,
when crazy thoughts
cozy up to me?
loss, grief, pain,
shame, and guilt
are warm faithful bedfellows
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 9:13 AM UTC
I'm stuck between
Feeling like I've done more than has been asked
And as if I've done absolutely nothing at all
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 9:13 AM UTC