I am a Cubic Zirconia.
On the outside, seemingly polished and sparkling.
But beneath the surface, flawed and jaded.
You saw me, thought me a Diamond in the rough.
You thought you could fix me.
I thought you could too.
We were both wrong.
And now here I am, worse than before,
And missing you terribly.
May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 7:15 PM UTC
You left my life
as quickly as you came into it.
Fell out of the sky,
and into my lap,
quite literally!
Never before have I
wanted time to stand still,
as much as I did then.
And as the doors slid shut
and you glided away into non-existence,
I sorely wish I'd gotten your number.
Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 12:26 AM UTC
Happy paintings and
Smiling faces
Cover up the stench of death
Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 2:42 PM UTC
Break the mould
Release the chains
**** the system
Escape the cage
Feb 12, 2013
Feb 12, 2013 at 4:00 PM UTC
I'm happy for you,
But I can't say I'm not envious.
I want to feel what you're feeling;
that rush of emotions
so fast you can't identify just one
happiness, excitemnt, anxiety and fear
all blurred together into an indescribable shape
I'd give anything for what you have
Feb 12, 2013
Feb 12, 2013 at 3:56 PM UTC
Because now I'm confused.
Are these subtle hints?
or works of fiction;
created by my own mind,
to fool myself into thinking
I'd ever have a chance with you?
Jan 31, 2013
Jan 31, 2013 at 11:32 AM UTC
I give so much,
yet get barely anything in return.
Jan 25, 2013
Jan 25, 2013 at 2:19 PM UTC
I've realised,
I was wrong.
There was more ,
to what I've been looking for this whole time.
I don't need passion.
I need love.
I need
you
Jan 24, 2013
Jan 24, 2013 at 3:33 PM UTC
Faced with the fear of death,
Permanent extinction.
I know its preposterous,
But the mind wanders.
I risk a glance
Over my shoulder,
Seeing every mistake,
All the terrible things I've done.
But I also see the good things,
The tiny, shining moments of joy,
That make everything worth it.
If I were to die now,
I'm glad that I can say
I have no regrets.
Dec 20, 2012
Dec 20, 2012 at 6:56 PM UTC
I think that this is it.
I'm on my way to who I want to be.
I've gotten used to the darkness.
Befriended it, almost.
It's going to be around for a little while longer.
For the first time in ages,
There's a light at the end of the tunnel.
Dec 11, 2012
Dec 11, 2012 at 6:50 PM UTC