why are you always here? why do you keep on visiting me every night? why won't you leave when i command you to leave? who are you to bother me and trespass into the barrier i built?
why do you have to stay beside me or should i say cling to me every time i am all alone in a dark and quiet room? why are you making it worse for me? don't you know that i am tired already?
i am all in dealing with your excuses and lies. your voice is alluring, but deafening at the same time. your touch is gentle but it's getting rougher when i dig deeper. your words don't make me feel better at all. you made me feel that i am the loneliest person in the whole world.
you are such a disappointment, and you know that. you only create havoc rather than peace in my life. i am incessantly in tears and my pillow knows it all, even my blanket.
i don't need you. you poured too much caffeine and the sweetness has longly gone. the blending isn't right anymore. please, stay away from me. you are not the one who i am suppose to be with.
&&. pΙΗΙ₯ ΚΙ― Ηpα΄suα΄ uoΙ―Ηp ΗΙ₯Κ
Jan 31, 2021
Jan 31, 2021 at 8:01 AM UTC
this is pointless, you know. i will not leave.
i never do. i never have. i am a constant.
i am the unifying feature. i am the unimpeachable truth.
why did you come to hear me speak;
if not to listen to what i say?
do not invite me in and then snivel for me
to leave. your pleas do not move me.
i am life. without me there is nothing.
&&. π°π‘ππ π’π¬ π₯π’ππ π’π ππ‘ππ«π'π¬ π§π¨ ππππ«ΒΏ
Jan 31, 2021
Jan 31, 2021 at 4:47 AM UTC