clare-1 - Hello Poetry

Years of emotional strain Unbearable pain Loosing yourself entirely Thinking that is how love feels Realizing it's toxic Ending the war Wondering if it was all a mistake Meeting a person who is different Crying when you find out they support you Shaking when you find out they care about you Feeling real love And finally healing

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Apr 25, 2018

Apr 25, 2018 at 9:42 AM UTC

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Healing

Years of emotional strain Unbearable pain Loosing yourself entirely Thinking that is how love feels Realizing it's toxic Ending the war Wondering if it was all a mistake Meeting a person who is different Crying when you find out they support you Shaking when you find out they care about you Feeling real love And finally healing

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Always suspicious He questions your every move Every word Is a risk He cannot fight it He does not want to He loves the way you cower The way you tremble with the fear of losing him You crave the pain of his presence It tears into your gut Like a rusty saw blade So familiar So addicting There's no way out now Like a baby needs a security blanket He needs your fear And you need his threats

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Jan 2, 2018

Jan 2, 2018 at 10:48 PM UTC

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Danger

Always suspicious He questions your every move Every word Is a risk He cannot fight it He does not want to He loves the way you cower The way you tremble with the fear of losing him You crave the pain of his presence It tears into your gut Like a rusty saw blade So familiar So addicting There's no way out now Like a baby needs a security blanket He needs your fear And you need his threats

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Desperation is so evident In your eyes Searching Struggling to find a way to hold on For the sake of this world We cannot lose each other We cannot lose ourselves

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Dec 1, 2017

Dec 1, 2017 at 11:36 PM UTC

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Save Me

Desperation is so evident In your eyes Searching Struggling to find a way to hold on For the sake of this world We cannot lose each other We cannot lose ourselves

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The uncertainty will **** me Slithering towards me Surging throughout me Twisting my insides into a knot Squeezing and pulsating like a python Immobilizing me Swallowing me whole Fating me to a painfully slow, systematic death I never really know when it's going to strike Everything seems perfectly normal Suddenly I'm grappling with the possibility of being betrayed Of being unloved Of being alone Soon my worries will manifest themselves A nasty new reality will be the punishment for my anxieties For it is wrong to burden anyone else with them

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Nov 22, 2017

Nov 22, 2017 at 11:41 PM UTC

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Lonely Uncertainty

The uncertainty will **** me Slithering towards me Surging throughout me Twisting my insides into a knot Squeezing and pulsating like a python Immobilizing me Swallowing me whole Fating me to a painfully slow, systematic death I never really know when it's going to strike Everything seems perfectly normal Suddenly I'm grappling with the possibility of being betrayed Of being unloved Of being alone Soon my worries will manifest themselves A nasty new reality will be the punishment for my anxieties For it is wrong to burden anyone else with them

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We say it every day Second guessing it constantly Never knowing if it’s true Warping into mayhem on the inside Grinning on the outside This feeling isn’t right This feeling isn’t safe But it’s familiar Some call it insanity Some call it torture Some call it an illness But we crave the way this feels Isolating us from all common sense It will break us in the end But we are still on this ride Chasing each other through ups and downs, Twists and turns On this rickety old rollercoaster Never knowing when to stop Arms in the air Faces to the sky Wind in our hair Eternally giddy Eternally reckless We are wild on this ride We are wild in our hearts We will fly off these tracks together We will land with bruises and scars We will heal, Forget our regrets, And we will do it all over again. We call this love.

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Nov 21, 2017

Nov 21, 2017 at 5:51 PM UTC

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What do you call it?

We say it every day Second guessing it constantly Never knowing if it’s true Warping into mayhem on the inside Grinning on the outside This feeling isn’t right This feeling isn’t safe But it’s familiar Some call it insanity Some call it torture Some call it an illness But we crave the way this feels Isolating us from all common sense It will break us in the end But we are still on this ride Chasing each other through ups and downs, Twists and turns On this rickety old rollercoaster Never knowing when to stop Arms in the air Faces to the sky Wind in our hair Eternally giddy Eternally reckless We are wild on this ride We are wild in our hearts We will fly off these tracks together We will land with bruises and scars We will heal, Forget our regrets, And we will do it all over again. We call this love.

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