i am the youngest i'll ever be
but the oldest i've ever been
i write as if i've lived a thousand lives
a thousand lives,
a thousand eyes,
a thousand lies i've seen
so, yes, i'm old
but, forevermore,
my youth remains.
still, i converse with the moon
and dance with the waves
the trees, i embrace.
and all that i gave,
though carried away -
will return once again.
so, yes, i'm old
unravel my soul -
to find oceans of muse
hitherto i've retained,
more than ever i sought to gain.
my youth remains
when all of earth decays
the fire kindled within me
may never burn out...
completely.
Apr 24, 2019
Apr 24, 2019 at 10:42 PM UTC
this blissful morning,
i woke up to birds chirping,
trees rustling,
bells resonating
across my bedroom.
how lovely nature is
like music to my ears.
the earth has music for those who listen.
Mar 26, 2019
Mar 26, 2019 at 9:49 AM UTC
I believe that everything we do affects the fate of the people around us and although it’s a daunting thought, it can be comforting at the same time: we have to take care of each other because our actions have consequences. When I’m in school, I think about a scene from the movie Amélie, where Amélie is watching television but she’s imagining that she’s a part of the television show. The man on tv says, “If Amélie chooses to live in a dream-world and remain an introverted young woman, she has every right to mess up her life.” That part gets to me, because I know it’s true.
I’ve been crying a lot and I’ve been feeling weird. I don’t understand why and I don’t know how to feel better. I’m just holding on. ♦
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 7:14 AM UTC
ive made it through a tough year
the hardest yet
a year of sleepless nights
tears
cuts
and emptyness
looking back, i am proud
of myself
it means everything to me
2017
it means nothing to me
it destroyed me
my pieces shattered
then one by one, scrambled away
lost
they dont like me
because i am broken
they dont like me
because i remind them of themselves
2018
please be kind
and let my thoughts fly
far away
into the depths of, well,
the internet...
☆.。.:・°☆.。.:・°☆.。.:・°☆.。.:・°☆
（✿ ͡◕ ᴗ◕)つ━━✫・*。
Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 11:12 PM UTC
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hey, c
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huh?
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you know what people and sunsets have in common?
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no?
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they are the best right before they leave
and then they do
just like that
and never ever come back...
Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 8:54 AM UTC
i.
the other day i felt happy
today i feel empty
its like all my feelings drained out
and i tried to stop 'em
but they slid through my fingers
and seeped out
all gone...
ii.
i thought i knew who i was
but right now ive gone missing
an unknown soul
adrift in the world
iii.
on starlit nights, i look out the window
and cry into the darkness
i ask the universe who i am
and ask if it is calling
for i am here, answering
iv.
i still am lost
getting lost to not be found?
v.
its like a puzzle
some pieces are lost
but i am getting them back
...
Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 8:51 AM UTC