cia-says-1
I'm a 25 year old massage therapist, recently married to the love of my life. Everything I write means something to me, and I love doing it. I started writing at 13 but recently took a break for 5 years. I'm back to writing now and finding my strength again. But like I said, I write how I feel and nobody can take that away from me.
Let's high-tale it out of here
there's nothing left but a trail of tears
and paper dreams
Let's set this town on fire
Let it burn
I bet our dust will clear
before they even realize we're gone
Let's runaway
Pretend we are someone else
Make our paper dreams come true
Let's paint the pavement
With the lies they told us
Tear apart the favors they ask
It's me and you
Our friends are shadows on the walls
Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 6:02 PM UTC
If your heart is broken
I'll lend you mine
When the stars in your eyes are fading
I'll take some from the sky.
I can't make all your pain subside
But the day I'll stop trying
Is the day I'll die
Jun 25, 2013
Jun 25, 2013 at 12:07 PM UTC
My love
I walk
beside two quarrelling lovers
I have you now
But my heart breaks in Lu of your past
She's beautiful
And she wants you
Thinks she loves you
wants to control you
She wanted to be your everything
Please tell me I'm your everything
Cause I want what she wanted
And I'm looking for an answer
Please
If I ever walk away, don't leave me in the rain
Cause my world would shatter
If you didn't truly love me
My love
What promises did you break?
And if we succumbed to the same fate
would you leave me in the rain?
All the things you said
All the things you did
Break my heart
I never knew such pain
could exist in the past
And stabs me now
All the words spoken
my love
Your lust broke my heart
He says
My love
It was lust
I was hurt
I was crushed
She didn't listen
And she lost
My love
I cannot take back my past
If I could, I would
But what I say is true
I love you
With every breath I take
And with that
All hearts are broken
She waits for you my love
And it breaks my heart
She writes venemous words
That eat his soul
I see it wash over him
my lack of trust
holds him back
And our love
Paints her black
Now~
All hearts are broken
Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 7:40 PM UTC
*This poem is pretty long so I am breaking it into 2 parts, maybe 3 we'll see *
Oh my love
What have you done?
The rain falls down
Around two quarrelling lovers
But lust
turned her heart sour
She loves you
But she's done
Looks to you for an answer you can't give
Bid farewell my love
To lust
She walks away from you
She screams for your love
She wants it all
You didn't follow her my love
You didn't answer her plea
But she's obsessed with your memory
tell her you love her
She wants you to want her
Tears of black paint her pillow case
Of nights spend away from you
Tears fade
~new sights~
Determined to destroy you
My love, she feels abandoned
My love
Oh my love~
She broke your heart
Then you broke hers
My love
you didn't listen
now she'll make you hear
She'll make you pay
Tell your secerets
Bash your name
She wont stop
Because it hurts you
*next verse to be continued *
Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 7:19 PM UTC
You still dwell inside me
Seeping into my veins
Constricting my lungs
I still feel you
This dark pulsating tune in the pit if my stomach,
And I don't want to let it go
Its time
To
LET GO
I've come accustom to this feeling,
This slimy slithering snake combing my body
But it makes me sick
But so familiar
I can't
LET GO
It all you're negativity
You're endless wrath on
Society
Its the impact of the first blow
when you socked me in the mouth
It was the time you held a knife to my throat
When you shoved me against the wall
Forever imbedded in my skin
Branded on my heart
But I feel comfort in this
Disgusting as it is
it was my home for 5 years
It didn't matter if you were beating me
Or comforting me thereafter
Its all relative
This feeling in my gut is all the same
So predictable I want it to consume me
But its time to let go
Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 12:23 AM UTC
(When someone says I can't, I prove them wrong )
I am
The girl on fire
Bring me down
I'll swallow you whole
I'm ruthless
I get what I want
And what I want
Is success
Chew me up
Spit me out
I'll send poison
through your veins
I'll mistify you
Leave your jaw dropped to the floor
Let me clarify
I want more than possibility
I will take everything and spinning it
And you'll watch and stew
And I won't regret it.
I'm merciless
I get success
And if you didn't know that already
You haven't met this ***** yet
I am success
And nothing you can do or say will Change that
I am the girl on fired
Apr 14, 2013
Apr 14, 2013 at 8:29 PM UTC
We are like the cute old married couple
Who argue and bicker
But everyone can tell
We're madly in love
Apr 14, 2013
Apr 14, 2013 at 5:00 PM UTC
He decided
To surprise me
With a Lakeside
Picnic
lunch
Apr 14, 2013
Apr 14, 2013 at 12:12 PM UTC
This is me-
Standing before you,
Naked -on a pedistal
This is me my love
this is me
Everyday I fight for you
My love, its getting hard to breathe
Competing with myself, and who you want me to be
This is me, my love
This is me
Kiss me tonight
the way you used to
my love -
Don't say a word
Just hold me like you used to
And accept me
I yearn for your love
Deprived of your passion
I just need you tonight
Apr 12, 2013
Apr 12, 2013 at 4:07 PM UTC