Am I the one
To blame?
Do we both not
Carry shame?
I suffered so long
And prayed for you return
And now these memories
Are wood to be burned
I have no one
To blame
I live no more
With shame
Jan 30, 2013
Jan 30, 2013 at 3:36 PM UTC
Quitting is tough,
unpleasant,
and rough
It amuses,
calms,
and relieves
But it kills,
steals,
and deceives
Addiction is sweet,
bitter,
like defeat
Jan 29, 2013
Jan 29, 2013 at 5:47 PM UTC
I run from heart
To heart
Stealing love like
Shopping carts
But still alone I
Must part
On my journey from heart
To heart
Jan 28, 2013
Jan 28, 2013 at 9:58 PM UTC
She wanted it
All
I gave her what I
Had
She gave
Nothing
I took what i
Could
She always
complained
I never
Did
She is
Alone
I am
Loved
Jan 28, 2013
Jan 28, 2013 at 9:51 PM UTC
Keep creating
Thinking
They may not understand
Keep dreaming
Believing
They may not understand
So much time alone
You had to create
to stay alive
Keep seeking
Learning
They may not understand
They're original
Boring
But you are you
Understand?
Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 2:28 PM UTC
Its been
tough
with you lingering
on my
mind
always tinkering
with my
emotions
ever sinking
its been
tough
but I've been thinking
today is
new...
Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 2:20 PM UTC
Coming to me
you asked for my care
I did my best
With me
you asked for my love
i did my best
leaving
you asked for freedom
I'm doing my best...
Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 2:09 PM UTC
Weak and crumbled
upon the rocks
I wait for just one sign
Sick and troubled
have no strength
I pray for the last time
As the days burn
I see the leaves
as spring comes once again
The warmth returns
but not your love
you're gone my only friend
I placed my strength
at your feet
gave you all I had
and when you left
there I stood
a sad, weak, young man
Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 2:04 PM UTC
The party is all started
you have arrived
you missed it the first time
you'd be surprised
alot has changed
since the last time we met
How you melt in my arms
how quickly i forget
go now
the party is all through
you never wanted me
I always wanted you
Jan 25, 2013
Jan 25, 2013 at 1:06 AM UTC
Cold air fills my lungs
The night is black
My hopes are young
They say there's something
to be done
A party with friends
Shenanigans
So load up your guns
Lay waste to your fears
Hide your emotions
Behind cigarettes and beers
The winter time has come again
Left alone; without a friend
Jan 24, 2013
Jan 24, 2013 at 11:35 PM UTC