I miss the way you smiled
I miss the way you laughed
I miss the way your eyes would light up just seeing me
I miss the way you loved me
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 10:39 PM UTC
I don’t want your fingers to bleed
while holding the pieces of my broken heart
I don’t want your eyes to cry
for the pain that lives inside me
I don't want your tounge to taste blood
each time it whispers my name
I don’t your hands to shiver
while reaching for my cold soul
I don’t want you to suffocate
while drawing air to my lungs
I don’t want you to consume
the venom that flows inside my veins
I don’t want you to break down
in the process of healing me
So I’ll love you but only from a safe distance
Knowing that we don’t belong to each other
I’ll always love you
But will never show it
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 10:50 AM UTC
i still miss you. i never stopped missing you. but i'll be okay.
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 10:49 AM UTC
#*What to do when depression
Strikes again
With more of strength
And me falling weak & apart
Unable to get up from bed
For day or two
Unable to scream for help
Or speak up what's wrong
Lying there like a dead
Waiting for the depression storm to pass
I get up from square one
When it passes
But the destruction still remain
Taking one step at a time
To reform oneself
And fix the armour more stronger
Than ever
To wish for more strength
To weaken the depression storm
And make myself more stronger.*#
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 10:48 AM UTC
I am adept
In the art of being okay
I have mastered the craft
Of covering my troubles
I use all sorts of fancy facades
Acrylic, oil, watercolor
You name it.
I can paint over nearly anything
You will never know
How late I was up last night
Or why.
My eyes flicker
Like candlelight
But you couldn’t see
You couldn’t possibly see
I’m too good
For that.
I can dance, too
Waltzing away my sorrows
Carefully tip toe-ing the
Pas-de-I-am-fine
I get a standing ovation every time
I’m very talented, you see.
But my all time favorite
Is my disappearing act
I’m still perfecting it
Right now
But one of these days
I’ll show you
How I
Slip
Slip
Slip
Away
Right through your fingers.
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 10:44 AM UTC
it’s not a normal feeling
not a temporary feeling
you’re sick, and you know it
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 10:41 AM UTC
half tragedy half hope
my heart is in
an infinite war
between both sides
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 10:39 AM UTC
Sorry I failed
I didn't wish to hurt you this way
You wanted me to be strong
I just couldn't handle it well
Sorry I failed
I wanted to be everything to you
I tried making efforts
But I took too long
Sorry I failed
I always want to see you happy
My actions never spoke my intentions
Justification became my language
Sorry I failed
Life became a living hell for you
I don't wish to be forgiven
But just wish to be yours forever
Sorry I failed
I really love you from all my heart
My bad I fail to express
My bad I made you see this day
Sorry I failed....
- Sudeep G. Soparkar
Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 6:48 AM UTC