chrissysue
American
I love to write, It is my passion. Through all of the dark times in my life it has helped me pull through. I have battled cancer 3 times within the past years. So I know what it means to fight for your life. I believe that we have meaning and purpose on this earth and in this lifetime we are given a chance to find it. I believe my purpose is to help spread joy and give hope to those who are in need of it. I am adopted by my grandparents and think of them as my mom and dad. I am a truly lucky person and I am greateful for ever day I am alive and breathing.
Time is ever flowing
But my time is never slowing
What time do I have left here
Should I live in fear
As I hold my dear ones near
In my final breathes I breathe
Time starts to leave me
In a river twisting and turning
My heart yearning
For just another minute
I don’t wish to leave
I close my eyes gently
Grasping your hands in mine
Time has found me at a loss
The absence of time comes to greet me
All that ever was will no longer be
As it comes to take me
Tears slip down these familiar faces around me
I wish I could say something comforting
That it will all be okay
My time has come
Taking me so young
They all surround me now
I wish they would stop crying
I wish I would stop dying
But time is the final decider
Nothing I can do
Nothing they can do
I have lived
I have loved
I have cried
And now I had died
Hello my dear friend time
I promise
Ill be just fine
Feb 21, 2013
Feb 21, 2013 at 11:19 PM UTC
Everyone always said
That with age
Time speeds up
Rushing all around us
And I found this to be true
That is
Until I found you
Now I find
That time has slowed
Almost coming to a stop
When you are not near me
It is as if I am
Attempting to swim
In a sea of molasses
I slowly start to sink
Downwards
Becoming frozen in time
Waiting for movement to happen
Time slowly ebbs on
Creeping through the seconds
As if it were a caterpillar
Crawling across a vast green leaf
I shall sit here waiting
Hoping for time to speed up
Just so I can be closer
Closer to having you
Back in my arms
Closer to kissing your lips once more
Closer to always having you
By my side forevermore
Just closer to you
Come home safely to me
Ill be waiting my dear
Time moves slow
While waiting for you
But your love
Is worth the wait
So Ill be right here
Waiting for you my dear
Jan 30, 2013
Jan 30, 2013 at 2:09 AM UTC
Waiting…
That seems to be the heart to this problem
Always waiting…
And when the waiting is over
There is more
Waiting…
Patience is a virtue
Mine runs thin
But I know I’ll see him again
I know the moment cannot come soon enough
His trips are long…
And become longer…
And longer…
But I will always wait…
His cause is just
So my waiting is a must
He holds my heart
I gave it to him from the start
He gave his to me
But I don’t have it all
Half he gave to me
The other
To his country
And I am willing to share him
Just because
I love him
He fights for what he believes is right
And I
Will stay by his side
Stay truthful...
Faithful...
Understanding...
Love him unconditionally
A good man he is
With a heart of gold
Flying to save the world
Our love can go the distance
His heart flies for the Air force
But is willing to die
To save you
And I
So I stay here
Waiting…
For the day
He comes back to me
For the day my Flyboy
Is reunited with his Honeybee
Jan 16, 2013
Jan 16, 2013 at 1:03 AM UTC
Missing you
It is now my favorite past time
Every moment without you is agony
Every second spent with you
Pure bliss
Imagine
A sweet kiss
Sends me spinning
Into a river
Of madness
How can a single second without you
Feel like
A
Million years
Of
Loneliness
But
A year with you
Could never be
Enough
I want more
Always wanting more
More of you
This addiction
Is growing
Help me feed it
Withdrawals are too severe
This drug
I need it
You are my drug
My addiction
Please don’t leave me
For I fear
My heart would stop
And I could not
Survive
So just stay with me
Love me
To the moon and
Back
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 11:39 AM UTC
Your hands run across my skin
Sending shivers down my spine
You brush my hair from my face
And pull me in
Such a soft sweet gentle kiss
That blooms into a passionate flower
My heart races
Beating like a drum
I am drowning in the scent of you
Your arms encircle me
This is a place I've come to know as home
I never want to leave the warmth of your body
The comfort of your hold
I never knew needing one person’s touch
So much
Could make me feel this way
I long for your arms
Long for your touch
Missing you is like
Walking a dessert storm
Without water
I wish I could sow my soul with yours
To be forever entangled
Never let me go
Please don’t let me fall
Or if I do
Promise
To
Catch me
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 11:33 AM UTC
Blue eyes clear as diamonds
Sparkle in the moonlight night
My heart pounds
You step in closer
Pull me into your warm circle
A thought runs across my mind
What if I could freeze time
Stay here with you
Forever
A smile spreads over your face
As if you could read my mind
I look into your dimple filled smile
Wishing I could only understand
Why
How
My heart is yours
Which I unwillingly gave
But now
Its yours
Forever and always
You don’t know that yet
But you will find out
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 11:29 AM UTC
Could it be
Possibly
Just maybe
How could it happen already
Love for me
Is simple insanity
But just
Maybe
Possibly
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 3:40 AM UTC
Beauty
It’s the first word that comes to mind when I think of what I have with you
Unsuspecting
I wasn’t looking for this
Yet it forced itself into my life
Breaking down the door
Tearing down my walls
And now Im standing here
Unprotected
Yet so safe and warm
How can that be so
I look into those blue diamonds of yours
And I feel as if I am drowning
Such beauty
Your soul is beautiful
I have never met someone such as you
You live life, truly live
Never a moment of hesitation in what you choose to do
How have I come to have you
In my life
Like the sun shining
Covering every part of me
In your bright warmth
Stay with me
Be mine
And Ill be yours
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 2:44 AM UTC
I wish you could understand
That this is not easy for me
Can you not see
How every particle of my being
Is pulled towards you
It’s as if breathing
Living
Just being
Is impossible without you
A moment without you by my side
Is an eternity in darkness
I did not want this
But somehow it found me
And now
Its all around me
Surrounding me
And It’s all I want
I fear this is all a dream
And when I wake you will be
Gone
And alone I will find myself
Once again
But if I am so lucky
And this is reality
Can you promise me
That when you do go
You will not break me
Into a million pieces
So that I may pull myself back together again
Maybe that I can one day be whole again
But until that day comes
You have all of me
My heart is yours
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 2:43 AM UTC
Glowing
That’s what everyone tells me I am doing
I am simply glowing
A reason?
Yes
That would be you
I am simply floating on air
My feet no longer touch this mundane earth
I am so light hearted
I have fallen for you
And you have caught me
Lifting me so high
Giving me hope
And joy
All this from you
A man I never suspected
Stood here all this time
And now its as if my eyes
Can finally see
Right here what’s before me
They say love is blind
Maybe they are right
Only time will tell
Everything that needs to be know
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 2:42 AM UTC