chloe-tobin - Hello Poetry

*I don't even remember letting you in but suddenly you were everywhere. I found myself running through the woods with you late at night. I should have ran faster. I should have run as fast as I could and never looked back. it wouldn't have hurt so bad. I found myself drunk on the smell of you and searching for the smell of the inside of your car. there's nothing quite like that. I found myself replaying our moments over in my head slowly at first to catch all the details, then again as fast as they had happened. my head spun faster and faster and i thought it might **** me. it wouldn't quite **** me in the way you did when you left. there's nights I wake drenched in sweat. you stood over me in my sleep. first kissing my lips slowly. your mouth moves down over my body, when you reach my chest you stop. you rip my lungs from me. my chest fills with fire. I can only breathe when you lean in close to kiss me again. each time you press your lips to my body I scream out in pain. you are toxic and I never noticed. the dream doesn't hurt quite as bad as the night you left me.*

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Apr 1, 2016

Apr 1, 2016 at 11:21 AM UTC

whirlwind

*I don't even remember letting you in but suddenly you were everywhere. I found myself running through the woods with you late at night. I should have ran faster. I should have run as fast as I could and never looked back. it wouldn't have hurt so bad. I found myself drunk on the smell of you and searching for the smell of the inside of your car. there's nothing quite like that. I found myself replaying our moments over in my head slowly at first to catch all the details, then again as fast as they had happened. my head spun faster and faster and i thought it might **** me. it wouldn't quite **** me in the way you did when you left. there's nights I wake drenched in sweat. you stood over me in my sleep. first kissing my lips slowly. your mouth moves down over my body, when you reach my chest you stop. you rip my lungs from me. my chest fills with fire. I can only breathe when you lean in close to kiss me again. each time you press your lips to my body I scream out in pain. you are toxic and I never noticed. the dream doesn't hurt quite as bad as the night you left me.*

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*1. Your laugh. 2. Your smile pressed gently to mine. 3. The soft sound of your breath as you slept. 4. "I love you" falling softly from your lips. 5. The first time we met and you whispered hello. 6. Your quiet cries the first time I held you drunk. 7. The sound of kisses you left upon my body. 8. You stopping as we walked along the trails to breath in the woods 9. sweet silence as we drove home in the dark trying to hear each others thoughts. 10. You wrapping your body so tightly around mine our breath became one. 11. The first time you said my name. 12. The sound of our giggles intertwined as we ran through the dark woods. 13. The last time you called me, drunk, saying you missed me.*

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Apr 1, 2016

Apr 1, 2016 at 11:08 AM UTC

a playlist titled: "the most beautiful songs in the world"

*1. Your laugh. 2. Your smile pressed gently to mine. 3. The soft sound of your breath as you slept. 4. "I love you" falling softly from your lips. 5. The first time we met and you whispered hello. 6. Your quiet cries the first time I held you drunk. 7. The sound of kisses you left upon my body. 8. You stopping as we walked along the trails to breath in the woods 9. sweet silence as we drove home in the dark trying to hear each others thoughts. 10. You wrapping your body so tightly around mine our breath became one. 11. The first time you said my name. 12. The sound of our giggles intertwined as we ran through the dark woods. 13. The last time you called me, drunk, saying you missed me.*

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my rough hands and shaky touch could never quite bring to life the beautiful art that danced in my head. I learned to look for art instead and that's why I could never quite keep my eyes off of you.

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Mar 28, 2016

Mar 28, 2016 at 10:44 AM UTC

art

my rough hands and shaky touch could never quite bring to life the beautiful art that danced in my head. I learned to look for art instead and that's why I could never quite keep my eyes off of you.

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my life was filled with glue bottles and tape, always making sure that I stayed in one piece. *the rain slowly crept into the leaks, and I am not okay* *you are the thunderstorm. your voice fills my ears and I can no longer hear anything but you.* *your hand is the lightning that strikes me and also rubs my back until I fall asleep.* *the rain is entirely you. you slowly found your way in and washed away the glue and picked off the tape piece by piece.* *now I lay in the thunderstorm outside begging to be touched by the lightning.* *I crave the thunder in my ears and I pray the rain will drown me once more.*

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Mar 28, 2016

Mar 28, 2016 at 10:39 AM UTC

thunderstorm feeling

my life was filled with glue bottles and tape, always making sure that I stayed in one piece. *the rain slowly crept into the leaks, and I am not okay* *you are the thunderstorm. your voice fills my ears and I can no longer hear anything but you.* *your hand is the lightning that strikes me and also rubs my back until I fall asleep.* *the rain is entirely you. you slowly found your way in and washed away the glue and picked off the tape piece by piece.* *now I lay in the thunderstorm outside begging to be touched by the lightning.* *I crave the thunder in my ears and I pray the rain will drown me once more.*

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I took too many people to our park I walked along the trails with my eyes closed praying that itd feel like you. they filled the silence with ungodly noise nothing like the loudness of your hand in mine or your soft giggle when i skipped.

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Mar 16, 2016

Mar 16, 2016 at 5:07 PM UTC

our park

I took too many people to our park I walked along the trails with my eyes closed praying that itd feel like you. they filled the silence with ungodly noise nothing like the loudness of your hand in mine or your soft giggle when i skipped.

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