I understand "mad"
Obstinate amongst navel oranges
Coasting with the waves
Aug 11, 2022
Aug 11, 2022 at 5:46 AM UTC
the sky above walgreens looks like water color
i hear "it's never..." outside my street screamed
the past four nights have been a blur of panic as the yuletide approaches
I look on this gradient sky,
in a city i lost three years ago
but i'm still here.
Dec 22, 2021
Dec 22, 2021 at 5:24 PM UTC
when your lips purse in your deep sleep
every inches twitch
i'm there
you make love love again
you make feel feel again
i wish i could buy you the world because I know you'd buy me one first
the sparkles, the shine, the glitter, the radiance
trees and train tracks
teeth and crooked smiles
with comfort food on our breath
seconded handed clothes
a Goodwill vinyl
early morning with limbs like old tires wrapped
if i could be Jimmy Stewart. I would.
Dec 15, 2021
Dec 15, 2021 at 2:51 AM UTC
in my imaginary past
he held me
with sharp elbows and bare knuckles
i am so comfortable
how will i survive
knowing you are in heaven
waiting for me to make a mistake
Jan 13, 2021
Jan 13, 2021 at 3:00 PM UTC
Please don't **** her
it's written backwards on my hand, my six year old wrists and my eyes that have been stung by spray paint i turned into a angsty manifesto
panting like a dog
begging you to stay
begging
you were a walking nightmare
i need to evict you from my dreams
every mall, every antique store, every show, every high school reunion, every time I was dripping in glitter and perfume
leave my hometown and gravy heart alone...
the way you would get so angry when I couldn't be perfect.
Nov 10, 2020
Nov 10, 2020 at 12:20 AM UTC
i am constantly trying to throw away costumes of myself when people float away
when they vanish
on the 9th when you are the seventh
satin blue
with the bow
it's just brick and sawdust now.
Nov 9, 2020
Nov 9, 2020 at 2:18 AM UTC
I lost my soul.
Somewhere between Atlantic City and Wildwood, NJ.
The salt still lingers in my hair, eyelashes, and tears.
The moons changing cycle as we eat candy on the beach and chase our childhood memories away
Creating tiny drawers to stash away keepsakes and overdue dreams
You pet me like a long lost lover with a fragile hand
Brushing out my knots and curls before we continue to share our sparkle
Nov 2, 2020
Nov 2, 2020 at 12:16 AM UTC
I dream with excess
As my body outside of my dreams writhes to be awake
Fog
Depression
But would I rather live in dreamland?
Where Everything is a weird flashback?
Seeing faces I tried to forgot.
Another skeleton laying on and kissing me at 8:30 am.
Fur coat lost as I saw one tree finally let go of her “mess”
Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 1:42 AM UTC
Is it mania or love?
Is it fear or hope?
Living in the past isn’t a weakness
As muscles form in places you had no idea could exist
Reaching
Flexing
And Holding
The minor turns to major
As delicate touch transforms into a strong embrace
Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 9:50 PM UTC
My fingers feel like the fireflies I never saw this summer
The fog in my brain is stronger than Gotham City’s
But a comic book reference is so lame.
I can feel you already wanting to loosely pull my hair as you whisper cheat codes into my hair.
I will always wake up and arrive.
Oct 8, 2020
Oct 8, 2020 at 10:19 PM UTC