I needed to feel something real.
I had to confirm my existence.
So I walked barefoot in the cold.
This pain, never felt so good.
- Depersonalization
Nov 19, 2015
Nov 19, 2015 at 12:07 AM UTC
this road is weathered
but where one road ends, another starts
crossroads are measured
by the sign posts of wrong turn hearts
caution lights
the stop signs
bridge out
bumps ahead
highways divided
it's gridlock
another dead end street
and there's no u-turns
that street was better
until it came time for us to merge
a do not enter
detours where two hearts converge
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 2:03 AM UTC
It's not my first time
I've been here before
I've questioned the idea of it
I've doubted its possibility
But somehow
You've kept me believing
Prayers do come true
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 2:11 AM UTC
The craziest you'll ever look
Is when you're in love
The weakest you'll ever feel
Is when you've giving
yourself completely away.
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 1:08 PM UTC
Have I gone mad
(I'll ask myself)
It can't be normal to think this much
(I'll tell myself)
If only I wasn't so vulnerable
(I'll blame myself)
STOP IT
(I'll scold myself)
I'm worth the time
(I'll encourage myself)
I'm valuable
(I'll remind myself)
Think positively & Trust in God
(I'll challenge myself)
I'll be okay
(I assure myself)
REPEAT
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 5:56 AM UTC
Some do not grasp the
Knowledge of my soul
They do not trust Jesus
Enough to give Him all control
They just do not get what I know
Jesus always has
had complete control
He placed The Holy Spirit
Within my veins
Now with His Spirit
I will sustain
Jesus paid the ultimate price
I now know to Him
I owe my true soul
All I needed to do was
Ask for forgivness and then let go
The Holy Spirit entered my soul
Some may argue
This point with me
I say, go ahead, argue
While you are captured,
I am free
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 8:31 PM UTC
The Poet
Is a sensitive soul
Blissfully lost
And deeply fascinated
With its own mind
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 3:49 PM UTC
O God,
The most beneficent and merciful,
Heal my scars,
Erase all my pain,
And clean my heart,
I may have sinned,
But I now feel it,
As it gets me abyss,
I feel my soul being ruptured from the inside,
I feel the wrongs i've done,
Its so excruciating,
My body seems to paralyze,
The moment I fall on my knees,
Asking for forgiveness.
I have sinned and gone astray,
From the charismatic path that leads to you,
The devil that now feeds on my soul,
It needs to go away,
As I am no more allowing it to prey on my soul.
This evil wipes all the sanity,
Leaving behind only tragedy,
Forgive me O lord,
For I have failed you,
Not once, not twice,
Many times !
I now see a light of hope,
That falls on me,
Awakening the right inside me,
O God make me one of your disciples,
Forgive everybit of what i've done,
So that I live in peace and eternity,
In the life that i've yet to see !
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 3:07 PM UTC
My thoughts are like the sea
Spread out in every direction
My mind sinks under
Searching for answers
In deep blue waters
Gray clouds fog the sky
A storm is stirring
The wind is calm
The earth is still
And I am ready
Sep 5, 2015
Sep 5, 2015 at 3:49 AM UTC
Don't believe the world
Life is not what it seems
They laugh they dance they celebrate
To remind you of how boring your life is
But they are lost in their own misery
Don't believe the world
All is not as it seems
They fashion themselves in expensive silks and fine linens
To show off their wealth to the poor
But they are naked and can not clothe their guilty conscious
Don't believe the world
What you see is far from the truth
They lay their heads on pillows to sleep
But find no peace and rest
Don't believe the world
True happiness
Is selflessness
And true peace
Comes from God
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 5:56 PM UTC