Everybody pushed me away from you.
Told me you were wrong, you pulled me down,
that before you I was a brighter spirit.
Everyone said you were my first love-
you meant so much because nobody else
had ever meant anything.
Everything inside of me felt torn-
I didn't know when it happened
but I lost myself in you.
And everybody that pushed me away,
they were right,
I never wanted to hear it,
but you weren't man enough to hold me tight.
I've lost sleep, thinking I made a mistake
but you couldn't give me the love
I so badly needed to take.
Every night I waited to feel alive again,
Til the night that I met him.
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 2:32 PM UTC
Lies unwind truths,
with flawless promises-
never knowing
the difference.
something replaced my
sixth sense,
maybe my fear
of everything
that shines.
Sep 14, 2013
Sep 14, 2013 at 12:28 PM UTC
youre the party to my lounge,
the disco to my trip,
without that kiss would i have fallen?
this poem doesn't rhyme so you won't like it,
but ive written it anyway.
Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 2:18 PM UTC
"stop acting dangerous,"
prance in the quick water
like we're invincible
because that's how it felt
holding your hand.
take the danger and let it overwhelm you,
Kiss my Lips.
Aug 5, 2013
Aug 5, 2013 at 9:23 AM UTC
With forgiveness, should come clarity..
without love, what are we?
Jul 25, 2013
Jul 25, 2013 at 5:02 AM UTC
oh cigarrette i love you so
out of my mouth the smoke i blow
i love when you get that red glow
instead of shrinking i wish you would grow
Jul 13, 2013
Jul 13, 2013 at 8:43 PM UTC
Jumping at your convulsions,
Finding everything you'd want
and nothing you need.
Collecting myself and falling apart
become interchangeable.
At your weakest, I'm afraid
I wont see you again.
The stoop catches my tears,
and I hear an ambulance
speed through a small town.
Don't you let her go
you slow professionals.
She needs me- but I'm helpless,
and it's only hurting her, help her,
don't comfort me.
Life feels surreal when
you sit and wonder how you'll die.
They help you in, and your eyes open.
I thank the God that I doubt everyday.
Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 10:13 AM UTC
& you laugh right in my face
because, apparently, I'm funny
& you smile
because you're truly happy,
could it be, its not hard to love me?
& you won't ever understand
why i have to hold your hand
in the car,
from that angle i see everything you are
wondering if the wrong turn
will take it all away
& you would never guess i pray
but i do, for me
& you.
Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 10:11 AM UTC
Lets see if I can vent, and at the end call it art
Cause I've never felt so lovely falling apart
and being put back together,
my beautiful tragedy.
what I've found in you-
is it isn't hard to be happy..
sometimes people meet and they just know.
& from day one, You Had Me
dancing on my toes.
a ballerina i never knew existed
sprang from me like grace
on a clumsy face-
Blink & you'da missed it.
Jul 9, 2013
Jul 9, 2013 at 11:25 AM UTC
i fear we're nothing
but fears,
and methods to cope.
Jul 2, 2013
Jul 2, 2013 at 5:06 AM UTC