School is fake
school is a trick to make us believe
make you believe that you're going to
make a difference
make a life for yourself
but you won't
you'll work 2/3 of your life
and 1/3 will be spent with your family
which is funny because family and friends
are supposed to be the only thing that matters
......right?
Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 3:09 AM UTC
You're gone again.
....... I breathe in and it feels like
I have too much room in my chest
Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 4:15 PM UTC
I am going to snap
break her back
I swear if she talks in that tone
I will sucker punch that ***** in the gut
She's mean without reason
she's a **** without a purpose
but I pity her
she has no personality
and a nasally voice
It shocking her 8 year relationship finally became
a marriage engagement
I hope he leaves her at the altar
Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 1:10 AM UTC
I pretended I wasn't upset
I acted happy and okay
but I was angry
we ****** and I left
I didn't understand
.....odd
Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 12:58 AM UTC
what am I doing
Am I just wasting away
day by day
I don't know what today is
I haven't slept
but it's summer
I should be great
I couldn't tell you
what I've eating or done
I can't remember
The days roll together now
And so the adult life begins and maybe
I'll pay my bills
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 2:54 AM UTC
she's tired
I saw here cry today
she cried on the phone over nothing
she's exhausted
her skin is pale
her face is gaunt
she's wilting
the makeup dripped down her face
tears pulling the fragments of black goop mascara down her face
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 3:23 AM UTC
the time you're away
I feel is wasted time
time I could be smiling with you
kissing you
laughing with you
the time we're apart doesn't exist
I pretend we're never apart
but without you I ache
with loneliness
with boredom
with lust
my joints and bones rely on you,
to feel ok
to feel healed and calm
I need you so soothe the daily stress,
that sleeps in my tensed muscles
cure my aches and pains
and hold me tonight
hold me in your arms
and gently drape my hair against my pale neck
whisper those sweet nothings I like
I beg you to come home my darling
for you and I don't exist without one another
where are you my love
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 3:18 AM UTC
I knew you
you knew me
but I don't want to know the dark things
the dark things are the things that hurt
the hurt that continues are from the dark within you
within you I am here
here to support the pain you feel
you feel what I feel and I knew that pain
because we once shared that pain
that pain that has stained our hearts
our hearts are a bleached black shirt
a black shirt that you're supposed to throw away
please throw away my black shirt
because I already threw away yours
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 2:45 AM UTC
Once you wanted me
and you wanted me to want you
I know I shouldn't care if you did
but some part of me missed being wanted by you
like you used to
I knew you wanted someone else more (we both knew)
I alway knew you were someone
I would never have
but you were always there in some way
I want to know more
or not
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 11:02 PM UTC
Blended
Layers of blended colors
One over another
Hues of every shade
Depth beyond what you know
The soul is a painting
Abstract but beautiful
Splattered in red and maroon
with violet smeared in between
Some with contrast so strong
the soul seems to be in pieces
There is one soul
one that every color comes together
reflecting light against each figure
each figure coming forward in the right places
and some falling back
This soul is in all of us it just needs a few more washes of blue and yellow
a highlight here and there
a maybe an added shadow in the back
Souls are paintings that don't stop changing
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 10:50 PM UTC