School is fake
school is a trick to make us believe
make you believe that you're going to
make a difference
make a life for yourself
but you won't
you'll work 2/3 of your life
and 1/3 will be spent with your family
which is funny because family and friends
are supposed to be the only thing that matters
......right?
Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 3:09 AM UTC
You're gone again.
....... I breathe in and it feels like
I have too much room in my chest
Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 4:15 PM UTC
I am going to snap
break her back
I swear if she talks in that tone
I will sucker punch that ***** in the gut
She's mean without reason
she's a **** without a purpose
but I pity her
she has no personality
and a nasally voice
It shocking her 8 year relationship finally became
a marriage engagement
I hope he leaves her at the altar
Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 1:10 AM UTC
I pretended I wasn't upset
I acted happy and okay
but I was angry
we ****** and I left
I didn't understand
.....odd
Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 12:58 AM UTC
what am I doing
Am I just wasting away
day by day
I don't know what today is
I haven't slept
but it's summer
I should be great
I couldn't tell you
what I've eating or done
I can't remember
The days roll together now
And so the adult life begins and maybe
I'll pay my bills
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 2:54 AM UTC
she's tired
I saw here cry today
she cried on the phone over nothing
she's exhausted
her skin is pale
her face is gaunt
she's wilting
the makeup dripped down her face
tears pulling the fragments of black goop mascara down her face
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 3:23 AM UTC
the time you're away
I feel is wasted time
time I could be smiling with you
kissing you
laughing with you
the time we're apart doesn't exist
I pretend we're never apart
but without you I ache
with loneliness
with boredom
with lust
my joints and bones rely on you,
to feel ok
to feel healed and calm
I need you so soothe the daily stress,
that sleeps in my tensed muscles
cure my aches and pains
and hold me tonight
hold me in your arms
and gently drape my hair against my pale neck
whisper those sweet nothings I like
I beg you to come home my darling
for you and I don't exist without one another
where are you my love
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 3:18 AM UTC
I knew you
you knew me
but I don't want to know the dark things
the dark things are the things that hurt
the hurt that continues are from the dark within you
within you I am here
here to support the pain you feel
you feel what I feel and I knew that pain
because we once shared that pain
that pain that has stained our hearts
our hearts are a bleached black shirt
a black shirt that you're supposed to throw away
please throw away my black shirt
because I already threw away yours
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 2:45 AM UTC
Like hot wax
I melt
hoping to fall to your lips
and burn them a heavy red.
Like a box cutter
I use my nails and make scars on your wrists
and my tongue laps the blood that pours.
Like a syringe
I feed into you
and currate the disease.
Like a cigarette
I beg you to breath me in
even if it kills you.
Like alcohol
I want you to drink me
until you lose control.
Like ***
I want you to crave me
and scream your arousal.
Like an addiction
I want you to need me
every hour
of every day.
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 11:22 PM UTC
Sing me a melody to haunt me in the night
Its casual whispers comfort me so right
Beyond the tree lines I may see the light
Hidden beneath the tall shade it seems so bright
Let the wind carry your heart back to me
Or be consumed by the hate, failure and greed.
Hollow your eyes and walk on through
Trail by fire I lay unto you.
The end is far but the beginning in now
I found the words
I found the reason
My love, I miss you
Even though your gone
Your voice will carry on
I feel the way the sun fades
And pulls the day along .
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 11:05 PM UTC