chaz-sykes
German
Please don't judge me / based on my musical / preferences, my hair, what I / wear, or how I speak. I can / promise you, I'm different / than what you'd expect. I / don't expect much, though / that's still too much. I'm not / sure if I like myself as of / now, but I'm working on it. / If I don't care, you / shouldn't either. / I am myself. Nothing more, / nothing less. / I wouldn't exactly classify / myself as "normal" . I can / careless what you think of / me. I don't like associating / with mindless, closed / people. / I'm not perfect. To be / factual, I'm very far from it. / My point of view on things / are different than most. I / have values. I have a brain; / some of you kids should / certainly invest in one. I will / treat everyone with respect, / if they treat me the same in / return.
From start to finish I wonder why
The cuts look good in this messed up lie
The blood that trickles down my arm
People all stare at the girl who self-harms:-
"The emo" they call me
I turn to my name
They act out slicing their wrists
I hang my head in shame
I can't help my feelings
Of being alone
I hide myself for the day
Just longing to go home
I sprawl on my bed
With my razor in hand
And take myself away
To a much better land
I stare in the mirror
And let myself cry
Looking forward to the day
That I finally die
May 2, 2012
May 2, 2012 at 6:45 PM UTC
Why does love hurt?
Why does it have to be painful?
You act so cool
You act like you never care
Do you even notice me?
With your lies
Can i trust you?
Do you see me? or am i a ghost?
Could you ever love me?
Do you even care?
Would you let love pass through your heart
Please love me the way you love your own self
Apr 22, 2012
Apr 22, 2012 at 5:03 PM UTC