A room full of possibility
Hopes and dreams
my heart light as a feather
Rainbow cacophonies of my soul
But the colors only dance in my Dreams,
for my heart feels dark and laden with stone
Like a photograph,
so remiss of light
As I yearn with my whole self
and somehow… more
Picturing your sweet face ,
the warmth of your being
Yet here in the harsh light of truth
the door remains closed
Too hard to bare the empty promises
the ache I bare in my heart
I could fill an ocean with the tears
I have cried, begging for you
My heart yearns to lull you to sleep
To gaze into your perfect eyes
Mother and baby connected before
Being
The door lurks in the background
Does the door unlock, all my Dreams?
Or maybe…
It’s just .. another … room
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Jan 25, 2022
Jan 25, 2022 at 9:08 PM UTC
In early Winters morn
Shimmering, floating , becoming
Purely Fey
Moon guarding night sky
Cresting Winters Pale crown
Glowing outward light
Shimmering, floating , becoming
A soliloquy of snow
Bells of winter’s breath
Awakening our world
Glowing Ethereal,
Radiating Warmth
Warmth of new day
Shimmering, floating, becoming
First Snow
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Kelly
Jan 22, 2022
Jan 22, 2022 at 7:02 PM UTC
She dances in the cloak of death
Her heart palpitating
slow
time ticks onward
She dances in the cloak of light
Her eyes sparkling
morose
time ticks onward
She dances in the cloak of despair
Her feet forlorn
quivering
time ticks onward
She dances in the cloak of hope
Her breath intoxicated
poisonous
time ticks onward
She dances in the clock of birth
Her hands trembling
languidly
time ticks onward
Jun 22, 2016
Jun 22, 2016 at 7:09 PM UTC
It lies on my 3rd finger
It glints in the sun
It's the color of the ocean
It makes me smile
It makes me cry
It's full of love
It's full of life
It's full of death
It's the happiest day of my life
It's the sadist day of my life
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Jun 22, 2016
Jun 22, 2016 at 5:26 PM UTC
Relationships are fingerprints
Each becomes
You
Whorls spinning into seamless
Connections
Chaotic cosmos
Never Removed
Forever
Embed
Touch
The world
Leave a
mark
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Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 12:36 AM UTC
I miss you
Is not enough
No words are
For the way I feel
Of you
I don't sleep
I can't sleep
I'm cold...freezing
e
v
e
n
Though my room
Is a blazing sun
And my window panes
Are pelted by the storm
Much like my tears do
To my cheeks
No
I am COLD
Because I am missing my second skin
The way you wrap yourself
Around me and within me
Completely absorbing me
Breathing you in
Until I am High
On you
Trying desperately
To remember
Your scent
As I live
Miles....Miles......Miles....
Away
Remembering Your
Warmth
Until Our Love
No longer has to be kept
At Bay
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 9:19 PM UTC
The Map of Her Skin
The scars on her wrist
Whisper Secrets
Of When
Her Reflection
Showed a Monster
Clawing to Escape
Her eyes saw
Shadows Dancing
Fire Behind Lids
Tears fall down
Her Hollow Face
leaving dewy trails
In their wake
Doctors left to
Pick Up
Her
A
Broken
Shell-of A-girl
Take a breath
They said
Hold it in
Release, release
Let Go
It seems so simple
A Laughable cure
Time Heals
All Wounds
This Clock Stopped
Ticking
Time
For this Girl
To treat Herself
Find her Own Method
Fill the Empty
Block the Hole
With
Anything you Find
Stuff it in
Shove it in
Try it all
A
Deadly Concoction
A Welcome SIN
Blood from lifeless skin
Water from empty eyes
Oil from burning heart
Light the Match
Let go
L..e..t
Fire Burn
Burn Burn
Her soul
A Welcome distraction
Away from
The Gaping Hole
Gnawing at
Her Insides
Tasting
Her Despair
Stop!!!
She SCREAMS
Caving In
Succumbed to Begin
The
Breaking
Of Flawless Skin
Give her peace
For ONE Day
Let her feel
Sane
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 7:39 PM UTC
He said go there
I went
He said ‘see the colors’
I saw only gray
He said ‘feel the sun’
I felt the harsh wind
He said ‘close your eyes
I saw darkness
Boom, Boom, Boom
Whoosh Whoosh Whoosh
Crash Crash
Thump
A rhythm from the sea
No A heartbeat from me
Now See
Eyes Open Wide
Sun A’ Glow
Colors Iridescent Jewels
Brightness
L L
I I
g g
h h
t t
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 7:29 PM UTC
I want a place
A place to be free
Free from pain
I still feel your arms
Your lips
Your heartbeat
Your words
Your hands
Our Fingers interlaced
I remember shinning
Like the sun
Now I shadow
Like darkness
Stars still twinkle
Bright
Dim though is their light
Once sound sleep
Now I beg to keep
Felt the storm
Refuse Remains
Cleaning up
Finding Scattered
Finding Shattered
Broken up
Pieces
Of
Myself
Breathe now
Stand now
Breathe again
Step now
Run now
Strive
Hope
Now
Come
Wish please grant
Breathe
Rebirth-Myself
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 7:22 PM UTC
The father I go
Lines mark my time
Trees whisper their
Goodbyes
It feels like a vacation
Like a dream
While you awaken
Foot taps anxiously
To an unknown beat
Stare out the window
Making wishes on clouds
Knowing
Its just beginning
How can I call it home
When I get lost every turn
When I don't see the land
Which shaped me
Like my mother’s
Loving hands
When people talk
I just hear sound
Not melody
Like I did
Nestled in my
Old apple town
I see a blank page
Craving
To be filled
Memories to be made
New places to discover
Friends to be had
Its time to put
My old book on the self
Take out a pen
And re- write myself
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 7:15 PM UTC