Tainted effects of a bond gone cold
Is what I hope we can avoid
We can once again grow so bold
If you put aside this fearful void
Please.
Jul 12, 2020
Jul 12, 2020 at 12:15 AM UTC
More and more
This water full of
mercy, distasteful, foul water
Creeps up
Inside of my lungs
Drowning my organs
I can feel the fear
As if it is physically manifesting
In my stomach, side, back, head
It's getting to be too much
How much more can I take
before I break ?
This fear - is filled with little fears
that may or may not predict
what is to come
I cannot help but let it consume me
I just pray
It won't consume my situation
Jun 17, 2020
Jun 17, 2020 at 2:54 AM UTC
I must confess
Lately, I've been surrounded
By miserable, failed
and rapidly charring
beings
Their utter sadness
And experience of dread
When it comes to disconnecting
From a love
Is quite scary
Should I be scared?
Is this the fear that will bring
me back to reality?
Or should I feel lucky
and better off than everyone else
that I have found such
a fond person
to love?
May 17, 2020
May 17, 2020 at 5:19 AM UTC
How can I ever suffer the way
I once did
Now that I have felt
the blissful kiss of a soft
pink rose
Wraping myself in sunshine
delight
Feeling the butterflies tickling
my bones.
If all of this ends, or
comes burning down
I will never suffer the way
I did
I will breakdown into tiny pieces
breaking down what you have
blossomed within
So please,
Don't ever break me
But keep me shining
In the blissfun sun.
May 15, 2020
May 15, 2020 at 5:11 AM UTC
Who I was before: Nothing.
Before nothing, I was a glimpse
of dread.
Then I was nothing.
My senses, time itself shattered.
Now: I have been sculpted into Someone.
Someone who is ready to embrace the
masterpiece of life.
My heart and mind have been faithfully and fatefully
recharged.
It's knowing and feeling, and excited to be.
Utter greatness. Ready to shine
even when darkness comes.
May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020 at 6:22 AM UTC
In these difficult times,
He is the clear vision,
Pulling me closer to bliss
In these tough times,
He is the thread
Keeping me alive
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 6:44 AM UTC
He is honey
Dripping down as the earth spins
Night turning to day
Day turning to night
He is fireworks
Bursting about as my heart spins
Deep within the night
Early into the day
May 10, 2020
May 10, 2020 at 4:03 AM UTC
Seashells are pure
They dance across the ocean waves
Waiting for serenity to hit
Though they are already filled
with utter esctasy
I feel as if I am a seashell
Waiting for his wave
May 9, 2020
May 9, 2020 at 5:06 AM UTC
Darkness is a flower
That reveals deep desires
Showing you what is capable
Of grasping ahold of you
Leading you to an ever-ending wonder
Dreaming, forever
Revelling within.
May 4, 2020
May 4, 2020 at 4:23 AM UTC