person 1: pick up pick up pick up
person 2: "who is this?"
person 1: don't pretend you don't know who this is
person 2: "i'm sorry?"
person 1: *but that's the thing, you're NOT sorry"
person 2: "jesus jasmine are you drunk right now?"
person 1: *no
yes
**** you
this call is a mistake
no it's not don't hang up please
i saw your new girl
i'm just saying you could do better
do you ever think about me
when you're beside her
inside her
cause i just drank a full bottle of whiskey
and i forgot my name
but not yours
never yours
okay
i'm hanging up
i still love you
i never stopped
i love you
so, so much
you ******
beep
dial tone.
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 9:00 PM UTC
hope your new girl
does your laundry and
finds that all your
clothes still smell like
me
Feb 9, 2014
Feb 9, 2014 at 2:46 PM UTC
they told me
"write what you know"
but
I
know
nothing
Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 1:47 PM UTC
sometimes
there aren't any pretty poetic thoughts
no dressed up, meaningless words
to describe it
(the only way
i want to see you
is in a body bag
floating down the hudson river)
sometimes
there is
no
salvation
Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 10:42 AM UTC
the moment i heard
her tiny voice
the moment i saw
her wonderfully messy nest of hair
the moment i knew
she was here to stay this time
all of it began to snowball inside me
until a storm broke out
and i fell in love with her
all
over
again
Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 10:36 AM UTC
how can you
speak up
(have a say)
when you didn't even
have a voice
to begin with?
Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 10:30 AM UTC
pain like i've never endured
loneliness like i've never faced
hurt like i've never imagined
rage like i've never had
depression like i've never believed
the things you say shock and repulse me
(and intrigue me and lure me in)
i keep repeating I won't do any of the sort
(but if the situation arose i would be more than ready for you)
my mind is plagued and haunted by thoughts of you
(and i feel you slowly devouring me inside and out)
Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 10:47 PM UTC
i'm
so
angry
at
you
(but
honestly
if
i
were
you
i
would've
done
the
same)
Sep 16, 2013
Sep 16, 2013 at 6:10 PM UTC
shifty eyes watch me
and your smile is the disguise
that hides your true intentions that lie
deep in those deceitful eyes
you notice the scars
and your concern makes my heart rise
but again i am reminded
that the past is clouded with lies
your hand intertwined in mine
and i gladly settled
into your arms
as you skipped pebbles
"let's just be friends" i said at the skating rink
and you cheerfully agreed
but when i skated past you
the deceitful eyes made an appearance (the hatred burst from this seed)
hours to days and days to a month
we crossed paths again on the train
i cautiously took a seat next to you and your friends
and you proudly planted a kiss on my left side brain
days later you return to your icy self
and i ask myself again
if i'm ready to take the plunge with you
as my shaking thumb pressed send
"he only wants to take you" my friend says
"please be careful" implies another
"i don't think you should" his friend whispers
"stay away from him" says my mother
but the mystery that is you
keeps me coming back
but you will never love me
and that is a fact.
Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 8:13 PM UTC