give us the days
that make a question
and all the things
that hold me on
ponder the ****
you can convince yourself
of anything you want
when you feel like this
I don't know what to say
cause I found a light
it told me things
you wouldn't believe
cause they're in my head
it gives me a choice
between black and white
do you want to end your life
I wish I knew what to say
a man cannot be free
it will tear me apart
eternally being turned
inside out and outside in
forced to explain myself
to everyone I know
it's crawling around
down my throat
a hairy darkness
choking me up
every word I speak
sounds like nothing
my head weighs
a thousand pounds
I heard my skull crack
It sounds impossible
but I've made up my mind
a heart like a hamster
give me more coffee
and hug me until this feeling
has passed and I can escape
the ideas I've created
Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025 at 5:28 AM UTC
Sometimes I feel like a Jenga tower
Built strong and high
As everyone takes their turn taking a piece out of me
Eventually, gravity does its work
And I collapse
Then it becomes someone’s job to build me back up
Just for the pieces to be taken again
Or until they become tired and my little game is over
Apr 8, 2025
Apr 8, 2025 at 6:19 PM UTC
any woman, any man
any beast, any land
any drug, any vice
any king, any country
any idea, any belief
any detail, any word
but do I sure love a good love song
Apr 8, 2025
Apr 8, 2025 at 6:18 PM UTC
Sitting like that all alone
Eating a sandwich in the dark
All dressed in black
My mother warned me about people like you
I never imagined it would look so pitiful
I can’t help but laugh
Sadness is a funny thing
Ain’t it
You really do crack me up
Apr 8, 2025
Apr 8, 2025 at 6:18 PM UTC
The first thing the people notice,
It’s just the way he is.
So little, in such a big world.
I don’t know what to call it.
He sticks his shoes underneath the floor.
Mumbling along to our beat,
With batteries in his hand.
Love the music, man.
Yeah,
Thanks.
Dousing ourselves blind.
The best night ever had,
Is a mile away from the end.
I’ll drink to that.
Hey, mumbles, what’s his name?
Sketchy is the word I heard.
Walls speak louder than words,
Is what they all say.
Yeah, alright,
Thanks for that.
********
Apr 8, 2025
Apr 8, 2025 at 6:16 PM UTC
Even under every blanket.
Dressed in my warmest clothes.
In the humid summer night.
I can’t help but shiver.
As I lie awake staring into the dark.
Everything feels cold.
Apr 8, 2025
Apr 8, 2025 at 6:11 PM UTC
Mom is gone,
And the dog is in her bed.
It’s been a while
Since my phone rang.
But that’s alright,
I suppose.
The sky is gray,
And my eyes are red.
It’s beginning hard to tell
What day it’s not.
But that’s alright,
I suppose.
My mind is running dry,
And the rain puts me to sleep.
Guess I’ll give it up
With all this thinking.
But everything will be alright,
I suppose.
Apr 8, 2025
Apr 8, 2025 at 6:10 PM UTC
I am a wicked creature
lurking in the dark corners of the Earth.
From years of bleeding,
my heart has turned to stone.
It loathes and resents
your foolish mortal desires.
All the callous betrayal
has transformed me into this monster.
So I sit in my den of evil.
A wretched abomination deserving of this fate.
Drinking the blood
of those who I can deceive.
Hating this world
and the life that was stolen from me.
Wondering every night
if I can ever feel human again.
Mar 26, 2025
Mar 26, 2025 at 3:38 AM UTC
She loves to be loved, It’s her favorite thing.
It’s her weakness and ours too.
Craving to be held, protected, safe.
We instantly fell for it.
Belonging to something again.
Now she lives with us.
Or should I say we live with her?
It certainly seems that way sometimes.
Sleeping in our bed when we aren’t there.
Dreaming of catching something fun.
When you see those eyes, deny their gaze.
Or else you’ll fall for it too.
And it will rest coiled in your lap.
Loving to be loved, living with you.
Jan 15, 2024
Jan 15, 2024 at 1:42 AM UTC
Jammed up with noise in my ears
I hear at times like this
It becomes easy to ignore
A face full of snot and tears
Like a fresh bowl of ****
Dissonance warms me to the core
All of my pain disappears
With a deafening kiss
I can be such a ******* *****
When the cacophony sheers
Straight through the dark abyss
Covering me in blood and gore
Nov 30, 2020
Nov 30, 2020 at 6:40 PM UTC