It's an image of us i have
Lost
Helpless
That haunted me.
It's gone i no longer need it.
You're real.
And I'm alive
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 7:53 PM UTC
Gonna spoil before ya know
I'm slowly rotten
No use For my soul
Cooling off under ground
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
Bound by the timing
And constraints of a woman
I wait
Until I can no longer see
They all do it
Lust is a woman's invention
Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 12:36 AM UTC
so far beneath me
I forgot you
ignored into
a spec never noticed
you take abuse
Like you deserve it
with a pride well hidden
as an abusive step parent
you sneak off for more
May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 1:05 AM UTC
what you've given
you'll never receive
your sacrifice
the preservation
a lineage of wonder
created
adoration and loyalty
respect from kindness
we your sons look to you mother
for your wisdom
vision
trust
guidance
comfort us in desperation
take away the pain of confusion
nurture us to be men
when all we want is to be
mommas boy
forever ....
May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 2:08 AM UTC
burdened
enraged out of control
run now
run faster
I'm danger
enraged cornered
I'll connect you
burn you mercilessly
i have died trying
and lived for less than you can fathom
I'm hungry and looking
to fill my dark needs
you got time
go now
before you find the love
within me
Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 5:39 AM UTC
the kingdom come
no one survived
we lost and now
pay an eternal grudge
for free will
an apple
rotting fruit
broken
for Now on
we follow over the falls
the edge always the next step
soft sheets
womanly warmth
and sweet remembrance
we still lost and can't come back
Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 6:37 AM UTC
i had the dream that i
couldn't find you
standing alone and not knowing
just what to do
only myself to look at and
blame the mirror for
being so ******* true
i had the dream
of being lost and not
knowing what to do
so sick of being lonely
tired of unknown shame
staring into nothing
having myself to blame
i woke up to a place i didn't belong
next to me smiling,
guess you were having the same dreams too.
Mar 2, 2014
Mar 2, 2014 at 6:04 AM UTC
im a shadow in your eyes
a cancer
a plague
disguised and concealed
i blinded you
until you came
i can block out your fears
calm and comfort you
but only for a while
before i steal what you came
to just give away
plucked from random
a molecule from the cosmos
i stole you
only to surrender you again
you weren't mine but i was yours
even if for only a day
that's when my cancer took it all away
Mar 2, 2014
Mar 2, 2014 at 3:25 AM UTC
I've limped through another
day
weeK
birth
I got scars to feel especially when they're burned
limited in imagination
sparking only when I
**********
die
start my car
I get high now, again
it makes little to no sense
television
cold spells
online video games
my lighter works
I believe in purification
Ill try to achieve the heights of my imagination
again I try
sometimes twice a day
Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 2:27 AM UTC