In your bleeding cross-section I count
three centuries of wooden wisdom
since that mother cone dropped
on soil no one owned.
Black bears scratched backs
against your young bark. Ohlone
passed peacefully on their path
to the waters of La Honda Creek.
In my lifetime you groaned.
Your bark filled with beetles.
Woodpeckers drilled, feasted.
Needles, whole limbs,
you shed your clothes,
stood naked. I cut your flesh.
You walloped the earth, creating a trench
two hundred feet long where you lie.
As you fell in your fury
you destroyed my tomatoes,
smashed the daffodils,
snapped a dogwood.
Better you crush my garden than my house
which did not exist nor any of this town
when you first advanced one tender green.
I want to believe the sawtooth less cruel
than another winter of storms.
All good fathers must fall.
Your children surround you,
waving, blocking the light.
My children count rings,
hands sticky with sap.
Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 6:39 PM UTC
Standing in front of one
Trying to knock it down
You can touch it
You can see them
Walls
All around my town
I didn't build them
Many were already there
I just climbed over one
Then another, and another
Long before you came
It's harder to get in between now
Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 6:28 PM UTC
Goodbye enemies
talking and stalking
I never knew you
while you spoke
rearranging truth
snide comments
rude ideas
toxic seeds
in infertile soil
planted deep
without water
dried
without roots
Goodbye enemies
branches without leaves
leaves without life
rotting designs
molding fruits
twisting reality
wildest roots
lifting up houses
poisoning
mine
Goodbye enemies
smirk and stare
I don't care
I never knew you
and you never knew me
trauma bonding
at my expense
a primitive mindset
but no drums
or pretty colors
or life-fortifying culture
dried and dead
Goodbye enemies
Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 5:02 PM UTC
Four Men Gather to Sing
Among them my Father
Father sings First
Then the Rest
Sing Father Sing
Sing for Me
Sung than Silent
Sings no more for Me
Sing Nature Boy Sing
Camp Songs Ring
Sing with Me by the Fire
It's Burning Me Too Ouch
Sing Artist
I Sing back Praise
Sing some More
No more Sound
Sing Knight
Sound of Light
Sing Again
Silent
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 2:29 AM UTC
empty black purse
old love notes
all wrinkled
now molding
damp and limp
boat trips and fancy dinners
airplanes and hangers
ocean views and hotels
princess treatment
promises made
one plastic ring
fit
if taped
texted pictures
a portrait
a yacht
videos shared
two months
later invisible
me and my quite room
and an empty refrigerator
let go
empty black purse
wild goose chase
just a distraction
a fantasy
let go
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 1:57 AM UTC