Whispering winds
Shallow lines
Curved in simplicity
Engraved with agony
Gasping for air
Hidden beneath
Covered by shame
Coated by society
They scream
Together cry out
Some, selfless and true
Question
They ask her
What could cause my existence
She diverts attention
Hiding tears and truth
I need an end
I need bounderies
Block me
Stray away
I am no friend
Only pain
Step back
Think
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:42 AM UTC
"Pull over, let's help him"
"Mum please!"
Plead two children
The mother continues
Driving an illogical speed for the city
Shaking her head
"We can't, we're late"
"And we have nothing to give"
Lies to her children
If she has nothing
Yet drives that car
Takes her children home,
to that house
Then what about the man
What does he posess
If money is nothing
Then what is something?
Happiness?
Does he look happy?
Hungry, tired, alone
Shivering in the cold
She carries on
So does he
Through ceaseless streets
And the pattern of life
Wakeup, look out
Help
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:41 AM UTC
He picks up the glass
again
Not a cup,
no
Piercing shards
Remainders of the night
Evidence of affliction
Tossed away
Once Again
To be forgotten
Till tomorrow
He feels the injustice
He's aware of its presence
Never taught to run
Never taught to speak
He stays, basking in his pain
In loneliness he cries,
in neglect he wipes his own tears;
Pats his own back,
using a conforting tone, reassures himself
Saying, everything's gonna be alright
His life is agony
His time is short
He will depart, soon
In a pursuit of a better world
Never to have a relationship
Only a love
She'll drive him through boulders
Cause his head to throb
Burn his wallet
like a lighter and gasoline
She'll put him to asleep
He'll make her keep him awake
She'll take him down that road
He'll depart her, and the rest of the world
They caused this,
She'll be to the blame
They could plead 5th
She can be scorned
Never did they see
Never did they look
What's to find when not searching
They'll continue their life
Their son won't
He has left them, for something they never knew how to provide
Compassion
They heard the word, even experienced the word, but never provided it
Their greatest posssesion is now gone
because they lost sight of their true priorities
They will never know
He never knew
An endless riddle
Look at yourself.
And Solve.
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:40 AM UTC
Twisting shadows
Surround the palace
Causing a haunting aura
Keeping guests on their toes
Ready to sprint,
at any advancing move
Wine is served
The waitors sudden movements cause the light of heart to flinch
Music is playing
Harpists strumming
Nerves are calmed
As the night progresses,
The past is forgotten,
Intoxication is bliss
A guest is refused another glass
An uprising evolves
Shadows and dignity forgotten
a fight emerges on the crowded floor
Delightment surrounds the halls
Excitement is in the faces of servailers
First bruises
Now blood
The opponent backs away
Streaming tears
The opponent is led to safety.
The inflictor, pushed down.
Muscians attempt to uplift the disturbed
But sweet songs prove frivilous to the matter
Some walk out
too much of a night
Carridges swerve and crash,
A result of drunk choffers
Most make it home
But some die in pleasure...
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:39 AM UTC
I stare at the walls,
With pleading eyes
Prayin that one day,
they'll scream out the answer
one day i'll sleep
One day i'll be calm
One day
Some day
Soon, I hope,
I beg
I need the answer
I need the cause
I am dying
Fading away
It's only a matter of time until I waste away
We all know it
There's no use denying,
hiding from the truth,
The reality
I have been pushed to the edge
And now I must fall off
I resist
I grasp onto the small bit of faith that hasn't left me yet
It's what's keeping me alive
It's all that's left of me
all that I am
I refuse to let my faith go
I cannot bear to see it leave
I must survive,
hold on;
One more day,
For the rest of my life
I will keep my head up
Face this world head on
I will survive.
Somehow.
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:38 AM UTC
Sullen stares lighting the way
Passing through this great abyss
Dreaming away
Losing control
Gaining doubt
My mind has gone
Leaving me here:
Stranded
I see the end
I do not stop;
desperate for closing
This is not what the world has done to me
But rather, what i have accepted from it
Do not follow me:
Off this cliff
Take the other way:
Reverse
See the hope, The chance
All that awaits you
Live your life
Don't look back
I have not seen hope
Much too long
I am done, finished
and incomplete
Emptiness is looming above
Haunting me with the hunger for more
My attentiveness, I have lost
I no longer see where my hope is
It must be out there
But who knows
Not I
Ability to trust: The key to faith, friendship, and success,
has failed me now
Completely and fully going against itself
Untrustworthy trust
Pure irony
Full truth
Nothing is as it seems
I no longer beg for justice
I have found I'm scared of the meaning
Let alone, what it truly amounts to
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:37 AM UTC
The tree that stood alone
Its wounded branches hung-
When spring, a happy time
Came swerving round the bend
The tree stood still
It whispered not
And stood to stand alone
It died that coming fall
Memoirs- they came to haunt
It stood -and still
Hung glooming
Because of lonely past
Its life had flown away
But left the saddened corpse
Where which it stood to stand
Away, beneath, alone
Now day and years alike
Have passed the saddened corpse
Life and ways have changed
But still, the corpse remain
Its long since rotted down
But still-
It is alone.
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:36 AM UTC
A final blow
It ceased the noise
Sent ripples through the calmness
It sent away
What could have been
But ne'er had chance to happen
Now endless nights
And many a drink
Have led to only heartaches
Echos, they ring
Cries, they sing
But sorrow is incognizant
Ceaseless murmers
They'll never silence
They haunt my restless sleep
They have no heart
No soul, no feelings
They'll gain no pleasure greater
That's when I fade
Out, and away
Cast into the shadows of life
The mental zodiac
Infecting the mind
Burning it up with toil
Work and wonder
Mix, twist, plunge
Down and in through darkness
Brown and green
Blended with red
Sepia bleeds throughout
Now drowned in blue
Colors blend
Feelings mingle
Equivalents were hidden
Now dug up, resurfaced
Brought into life
Once again
Winds meet
Clouds part
Opening chance
What never had grace to pardon
Has now cleared the air
I can see
What left a hole
A gap in deep dark valleys
Now left alone
I wander the world
Stranded within the forest
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:35 AM UTC
Shattered glass and troubled winds Fear maintains persistence
Hysteria, muted
Alone, and rebutted
Latching onto resistance
Desperate, for fun
Out goes my heart;
Here I am, pint of ***
The night has yet been dark
The mood is nothing, but dreary
Our lives have only begun
Patient hearts have untrue intentions
Acceptence, for only a night of pleasure
Shadows hide a past of gloom and spite
Morning creeps, and souls, they scramble beneath
The poor, the lonely unwanted soul;
They see no clear reality
They roam helpless and scarred
They are indubitably unsure
We are here
Gone
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:33 AM UTC
The eyes of tearful past
Gaze upward, past small faces
I watch him
He begins to rise himself
Off the coldhearted bench
Gazing through the distance
Thoughts reoccur in his fading mind
He lays back down
Roaming, helpless and scarred
He lost himself in fear, and that alone
Links of steal and agony
They fall beneath earth's eye
What's left alone to pity
Has nothing, than to die
Tears of saddened hearts,
They are, but a target
The world, they are the darts
Piercing happiness, in the eye
He grazes, in weathered grass
Throughout a darkened tranceless state
Left to gather thoughts
Expected sadness, on the contrary
He is dead to the world
What are you
Jun 21, 2010
Jun 21, 2010 at 10:32 AM UTC