You broke me
But somewhere deep inside I always knew,
You and I were not meant for forever.
I always knew we wouldn't last;
Something in me told me that.
But over and over
My mind runs through our time
And I wonder why?
Why does it hurt when I knew we'd end?
Why does it hurt knowing I won't see you again?
Why do I wish for one more day? One more night?
My mind tells me to move on forward,
But my heart, it wishes for just a little more.
I'm at war with myself,
Logic and reasoning
Versus
Wishes and dreaming.
My mind says move on
But worse off
My heart says what if?
You broke me
But deep inside I always knew you would
And yet I still hurt.
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 9:40 PM UTC
Love someone who you cannot even
look in the eye:
it's not the demons in their self
but the way they make your heart
skip two beats instead of one
and maybe the realization that
they need not more than one look to know
you have already decorated a heart shaped room
in your ribs for them to find their home.
That's all they'll need to know
how once they let you in
you'll overstay
and lose your mind every time
their footsteps echo in the silent soundbox
of your conscious.
We don't talk of storms when they aren't already there;
if they can't fix you up,
they'll teach you how to ache instead,
and perhaps I'll learn to forget how to
give myself away in my smiles
and scribbles.
and scribbles.
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 9:38 PM UTC