I lay here in bed thinking of words to say
Words to describe this pain i feel each and every day...
Tears fall down my rosy cheeks
Wondering if anyone will come to check on me and see...
I feel so alone so lost inside
Like my soul has bursts into a large flame of fire...
So much sadness and anxiety i hold deep within
Who will save me from the ultimate sin...
They say to love yourself more, but how can i possibly
When all i feel is pain, and death is all i see...
There's no more hope left inside of me
I want to end my life and be set free...
I dont want to feel anymore, i dont want to cry
Ive lost all faith, i dont even want to try...
So dont try to fix me, i'm a lost cause
Dont think twice about me, dont sit and take a pause...
I hate this life that God has given to me
When will it end, when will my time be...
Jul 2, 2019
Jul 2, 2019 at 1:11 AM UTC
I found a love, so enduring, so pure
I will always love you, ur the one I'll always adore.
I found a love, so beautiful, so sweet
You are the only one that sweeps me off my feet.
I found a love, so wild, so free
You make me the person I've always wanted to be.
I found a love so passionate, so heartfelt
Everyday with you, the more you make my heart melt.
I found a love, so loving, so kind
Not a minute goes by that ur not on my mind.
I found a love, so crazy, so fun
You make me fall harder, I never want this over or done.
I found a love so sensuous, so ****
In the end I want it to be you and me.
I found a love I will always hold on to
I will live the rest of my days forever loving you.
I found a love I've always wanted my whole life
You make me want to take that dive.
I found a love I will cherish with all of my heart
I've always loved you, I knew it from the start.
I found a love I've never experienced before
I can't wait to find out what life together has in store.
I love you.
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 9:39 AM UTC
Words can't express
the feelings I have for you....
I sit here and wonder
what did I do...
To turn your angel face
completely my way....
Having you near my heart
lightens up my day...
Never in a million years
had I dreamt of a man
so sweet and so kind....
I really think the world of u
and that's so hard to find....
God put you in my life
for a really good reason....
I haven't completely figured it out but your words are so pleasing...
As the days go by
I grow so closer to your heart....
I never wanna lose moments with you
I never wanna grow apart...
You have brought so much happiness
that I hold very deep inside....
You are the one I want
please stay close by my side....
So I want you to continue doing
everything that you do....
You make me gebuinely happy
for everything I say is completely true.....
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 1:32 AM UTC
I hate this feeling of loss inside
Cant get away, cant run and hide...
I feel all alone so hurt so broken
No one hears the words that I've spoken...
I sit in bed, my pillow soaking up the tears
No one there to take away these fears...
Depressed, deserted, nowhere to turn
Just a lost soul sitting here to burn...
Each day passes, the next is even worse
My heart is dying, my soul wants to burst...
I feel so dead, so dead inside
I don't want to wake up, I just want to die...
When will it end, this pain I consistently feel
Sometimes everything is just so hard to deal...
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 1:26 AM UTC