Your games, I played them all
Now it’s just memories of what could have been if I could control when I fall
You charmed me just to break me into peaces and let me down
So I thought the right thing to do was mask your decision as “healing” and “my own **** call”
When I know very well if you wanted me I would stay and lick every gun in your arsenal
That day I asked you to quit me why didn’t you saw?
That if you didn’t left me I would never shut you out?
Like a dog in a leash you had me but I cut the chord
So now all my days go by and you watch it from a skyline
And you keep controlling this string that still to this days pulls me in
But I got a big knife now
They handed me over when I screamed as loud as I could into the void
They gave me so the next time I shouted would be from freedom
You won’t catch me this time, now that I know better than keep you around
I’ve trained, I’ve grown, and one slip it’s not enough to make me stay
I told you I woudn’t rest until I’m the one winning in the games I play
I got a self to recover, a queen long lost into the hard days and beach waves
One day you might even remeber me, I know you will
Like an adventure, something brutal and catastrophic that once touched you shores
But I’m far gone, even if in time you wished i had stayed.
May 19
May 19, 2026 at 6:56 AM UTC