At 15 I was wandering, drifting from place to place, moving in and being evicted. Never the fault of the landlord, always the tenant.
Nov 7, 2019
Nov 7, 2019 at 11:58 AM UTC
I wish that you knew I still reach out for you
But you’re not here
Not even in spirit
I wish that you knew how much I love you
But you don’t want to hear it
I wish that you knew I can’t sleep alone
But you’re my home
Now I’m nowhere near it
Nov 7, 2019
Nov 7, 2019 at 11:55 AM UTC
When I was 15 I purchased a home
I wasn’t in the market and the value was unknown
The floor plan was cramped, the walls painted dark, the greenery overgrown
The walls built up cast shadows into dim corners
For three years I worked
Brightening color schemes, opening curtains, letting some light in,
Increasing the sale value, for someone to buy it
After all this work I finally decided
I would no longer remodel myself for someone else to reside in,
I would only create a home to live my life in
I continuously work on building my home to match my needs,
I will not care if the neighbors hate my landscaping,
I opened my floor plan by tearing down walls
I made do with my home, despite it was small
When I am in my small home, completely rebuilt, I live in a mansion
Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 1:01 PM UTC
When you talk about leaving
I can't help my breathing
My throat's constricting
My heart's rapid beating
All these things you're not seeing
Because you'd never believe me
Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 12:48 PM UTC
I'm lying in bed while you're miles away,
I'm typing this out to beg you to stay,
I'm holding you back, but I don't know how to say,
I love you in every possible way
May 1, 2018
May 1, 2018 at 11:30 PM UTC
We’re making life decisions
At only seventeen
But I’m stuck here wishing
You would choose to stay with me
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 9:20 PM UTC
Im younger than I’ll ever be
And older than I’ve been
But what you don’t see
Is I am afraid to lead
Unless I drag you by the hand
My lips don’t know the words to speak
Unless you’re the one listening to me
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 9:18 PM UTC
If love fades
Or monotony grows tiring
If "I love you" feels like lying
If you can't stay
Know that while you're away
I may fill my emptiness
Kissing bottles
But while we're apart
You'll still hold my heart
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 1:58 AM UTC
Some say to heal you just write what hurts
But I still feel you taking over my words
Your hands still stinging, leaving me red
Though it's been two years
You tugging my shirt over my head
Still a lingering fear
I need to escape you
But I'm stuck here
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 1:45 AM UTC
One day he'll look at you
The same way he has for months
You'll only see a shell
Of the lover he was once
He was slowly fading
You guess you never noticed
So you sit here waiting
As he takes your love and throws it
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 1:42 AM UTC