Her ghost lingers
in my mind, and yours.
she whom coloured you in the past,
she whom shattered your heart in the past..
She is etched to my mind,
buried by you.. you shattered me..
I wonder,
is she your trauma
or is she your love eternally.
I'm confused, who am i to you.
Sep 17, 2020
Sep 17, 2020 at 6:21 AM UTC
_i've cried myself to sleep way too many times
i shouldn't say i'm fine
it's just a huge lie_
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 10:06 AM UTC
Have I known your soul for eternity?
for my heart scents familiarity
as you passed by me...
Have we merged in other demension?
for my body to scents your carasses
when you're miles away...
Velvet as your touch,
the connection had touched my heart.
and for eternity I wonder,
are you my perfect mirror?
until we meet again in our next life...
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 1:22 PM UTC
You loved classic rock love songs
but you've never loved me like the lyrics...
One day I found out
we are in The Three of Wands tarot card relationship...
I understand now...
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 10:41 AM UTC
I cried over you
But I will not remember
The way I missed you
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 10:01 AM UTC
I'm paralysed on a field of wilted roses and sunflowers.
weeping.. on the cold ground.
Have you painted my skies winter solstice.
merciless and intentionally..
I'm drowning,
gasping for air, I'm cold...
help..
Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 10:22 AM UTC
One month and a half
my heart was aching
but i'm watering my soul
so it turns from black to yellow.
One month and a half
I swallowed your black pills
you gave me when you walked away
and i'm a few pills away to recovering.
One month and a half
our minds and souls were disconnected
and the flame in heart was fading
when you knocked on my door one night
begging, kissing me with the word "I still loved you"
a hundred times.
Travesty..
Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 5:53 AM UTC
Goodbye was your body
long gone before your love.
Goodbye was your voice
love, and words.
Swift as the wind,
excruciating as the sun flaring my skin...
Your ghost stayed,
lingering in my mind, and heart.
Pinching my heart,
every single day.
Unfair, it hurts.
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 12:54 PM UTC
my heart pacing in steady states,
beating the same as the days
we were strangers
when we were unison
in status
but not in mind, heart and soul.
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 4:26 PM UTC