I am ashamed;
by the words of my mouth
and the screams of my thoughts.
I am disgusted;
By my selfish desires
and ignorant cries.
Human, I am
Human, I will be
there's no escape from this reality
but still grace is around me;
still You are abundant in mercy
My very soul is dependent
on these gifts you have sent
for without them,
life's purpose becomes death
I push as if You'd let go
I neglect as if I could stand on my own
but truly
this I know,
as human as I,
dependent I will be
to a Savior
who never gives up on me
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 7:20 AM UTC
as i looked through cheval glass
i recognized a body staring back
it had wounds & scratches
on its hands and feet
it had a broken heart
that cried every beat
as i stared at it's ruptured figure
i looked up to find
eyes that flickered
then in a flash
the body changed
it had hands of an artist,
feet of a dancer,
lips of a singer,
mind of a dreamer,
and the heart of a believer
& that's when I realized
the figure was mine
it was I
before i had been made new
before I surrendered my life to You
and as tears fall down my face
my hearts worships
through the sound of your grace
for from then on
my hearts commits without compromise
my mind was washed clean from all the lies
for truly I, am loved by Jesus Christ
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 4:41 AM UTC
blinded by a painful sight
slowly losing hope in the light
questions unanswered
purpose left shattered,
scattered
hurt by self centered
beliefs
I
was down on my knees
I
cried & pleaded
a miracle was needed,
wanted
deep in my heart
but on the 3rd day
the unexpected
on the 3rd day
I got the message
and finally
on the 3rd day
I believed
more that I've ever believed
I praised more than I've ever praised
& on the 3rd day
I bowed down to pray
**Therefore I shall proclaim
that the LORD shall never forsake for His power is truly great**
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 10:57 AM UTC
A whisper creeps
in my head at night
saying words that wrap
around me tight
strangling me with its cries & lies
slowly killing the dream inside
injecting me with such desires
to stray from the path
where I lie
Although I've tried to cover my ears
my heart listens to what my ears
cannot hear
then it all goes to my mind
where it starts to make my eyes blind
to the truth I'm soon to forget
if the whisper never leaves my head
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 4:36 AM UTC
Love
some say it's the greatest of emotions
some say it's a lie to tell a person
but no matter what you think
or what you say
Love will always stay
Love doesn't leave you behind
but finds you in the labrynth
Sometimes Love will even let you fall
but eventually catches you
at the bottom of the pit
to prove that Love exists
Love never keeps grudges
but forgives even when you don't deserve forgiveness
Love isn't some cheesy pick-up line
Love is a sign
of hope in a wicked world
but Love isn't perfect
Love will sometimes fail you
and Love will fall
but I
I will accept Love for what it is
I
I will be there for Love in every circumstance
And I
will be Love's Love
You might be wondering,
who is Love
Well,
Love is all of you
All of you whom I've laughed & cried with
You
who helped me get back on my feet
You
who believed in my dreams
that are almost too impossible to reach
And You
who stood by my side in my darkest night
**Thank You,
for being my Love
and know that I am yours too.**
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 4:22 AM UTC
Once upon a time
a girl,
a daughter,
a princess
played nearby a cliff
some say she's crazy
for she risked her life daily
nearby the cliff
Though it never seemed to dawn to her
the danger of the cliff
so she ran
around and around
the edge of the cliff
Once upon a time
she decided to run
nearer to the cliff
she had more fun
but now she's done
for she had finally slipped
down and down she went
while shouting out
"Help!"
But no one heard her cry
years and years have past
still falling in a vast void
constantly waiting
to wake up
from a realistic nightmare
nearby the cliff
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 4:32 AM UTC
At 12 pm
a midst silence
a sudden realization
a sudden recognition
sparked from me to you
I would like to thank you
for teaching me
to forgive the unforgivable
to love the hateful
and to share with the greed
You've always told me
how much you loved me
and I knew it
but knowing is nothing
compared to understanding
And when the time came
I understood it
I understood it so well
that I started to see
every little thing you do
just to make me happy
I know there are times you'd wish
to go back and change things in the past
for maybe you could've taken a better path
but your mistakes led to this day
that I'm oh so thankful for
I wouldn't want anything to change
Your selflessness gives me inspiration
to keep striving to be a better person
I wouldn't have asked for anyone better
to serve as my father but you
You told me how
you and mom were a match
but when pride came
it was all too heavy to catch
and save, so it fell.
Then you met a girl
who taught you
how to become a better person
and accepted you with all her heart
and gave you two little boys
who is now a part of the love you give
The love that never failed to put a smile on my face
the love who put me to bed in my toddler days
I'm never good at showing the things I feel
but believe me when I tell you
everything in this poem's real
with the most purest of intentions
to say I love you from head to heel
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 2:51 AM UTC
I thought I knew
until i saw her
dancing through the beat
with standards i'll never meet
I thought I knew
until I heard her
singing like there's no tomorrow
so my voice sang with sorrow
I thought I knew
until she spoke
of poetic miseries
and of beautiful fantasies
I thought I knew
until I saw no one
No one
No one believed
in the girl who needs
encouraging words
to get back on her feet
No one
No one noticed
her broken wings
and heavy chains
of insecurity
No one
No one cared
to even ask
"Do you believe in yourself?"
for her answer is no
definitely no
and No one said
"I believe in you."
that's why she wrote this poem
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 10:31 AM UTC
You
whose body's suspended
on the ground
with helpless cries
yet I hear no sound
You
who puts on a veil
to cover the fear
of leaving someone dear
in a temporary world
You
whose goodbye may not matter
to a the whole world
but will matter
to a simple girl
You
whom I speak of
It'd hurt me
to say goodbye
on the day your time arrives
so here I write a poem
of my Advance Goodbye
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 8:42 AM UTC
What My Heart Knows
There are many questions but my heart knows...
While I was walking I stopped for a while
And thought of the things I don’t have in life
But I suddenly realized I have you and I feel complete
There are many questions but my heart knows...
Sometimes the love we are looking for
Is right in front of us-
Too close for the eyes to see
Only close enough for the heart to feel
There are many questions but my heart knows...
True love doesn’t have happy endings
Because if it’s true love
It would be never ending
There are many questions but my heart knows...
Love has its time, seasons and own reasons!
You can’t ask it to stay
You can only embrace it as it comes
And be glad, for a moment in your life it was yours
There are many questions but my heart knows
The tears shed over the heartbreak are the words left unsaid
And the deeds left undone
For absences does love like wind fuels a flame
It extinguishes the weak and feeds a blaze
There are many questions but my heart knows
The difficulty is not dying for love,
But finding a love worth dying for.
Much harder...
Finding that love worth living for
There are many questions but my heart knows
You can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see
You can block your ears to the things you don’t want to hear,
But never could you close your heart to the things you feel
There are many questions but my heart knows
Never say goodbye when you still want to try
Never give up when you still feel you can take it
Never say you don’t love a person if you can’t let go
There are many questions but my heart says
Don’t ask the sun to keep shining on you,
It can’t, the clouds exist
Don’t ask the leaves not to fall
It can’t, the wind exists
Don’t ask me to stop loving you
I can’t, you exist...
-Vas Bismark
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 6:52 AM UTC