camikaze

The relief of my brother as he walked into the sea caught my attention.
I could percieve a storm of feelings inside him.
His golden eyes reflected freedom, as he disapeared into the blue intensity of the ocean.
I remember how we used to be always together,
climbing up our tree where we felt untouched by reality,
as if it was banned from our minds.

I will always wonder if he grew weaker or stronger. 
But I do know I haven't lost him, 
he has just been transformed into beautiful memories 
that keep me from rushing into the emptiness of the sea.