cameron-alexander - Hello Poetry

i deserve the pain they cause me i deserve to be harassed i deserve to be hated i deserve all of this at least that what they tell me

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Jan 18, 2014

Jan 18, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC

i deserve it

i deserve the pain they cause me i deserve to be harassed i deserve to be hated i deserve all of this at least that what they tell me

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they said it was a phase that these feelings would fade and i would be normal one day they said you'll settle down and be happy but loving a girl its just a phase i hope they are right -c.a

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Jan 15, 2014

Jan 15, 2014 at 9:58 PM UTC

i hope its a phase

they said it was a phase that these feelings would fade and i would be normal one day they said you'll settle down and be happy but loving a girl its just a phase i hope they are right -c.a

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love is like a poison it courses through your veins creates a daze that only a kiss can evaporate the weakness in your knees makes you crumble hoping they will catch you as you fall in love with their smile but when they leave the poison reaches your heart and it begins to slow you seem to die inside and eventually it leaves your system you regain your strength smile again and laugh the poison is gone -c.a

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Jan 14, 2014

Jan 14, 2014 at 12:46 PM UTC

poison

love is like a poison it courses through your veins creates a daze that only a kiss can evaporate the weakness in your knees makes you crumble hoping they will catch you as you fall in love with their smile but when they leave the poison reaches your heart and it begins to slow you seem to die inside and eventually it leaves your system you regain your strength smile again and laugh the poison is gone -c.a

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i am a fish swimming blindly through life constantly drowning but air is not an option its cold lonely no voice to scream out help is non existent so i keep struggling hoping one day i will reach land -c.a

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Jan 14, 2014

Jan 14, 2014 at 10:19 AM UTC

ocean

i am a fish swimming blindly through life constantly drowning but air is not an option its cold lonely no voice to scream out help is non existent so i keep struggling hoping one day i will reach land -c.a

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the haze that covers my eyes like a blindfold of nightmares follows me through the day keeping me from living and inviting death -c.a

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Jan 14, 2014

Jan 14, 2014 at 10:03 AM UTC

blindfold (tw suicide, tw death)

the haze that covers my eyes like a blindfold of nightmares follows me through the day keeping me from living and inviting death -c.a

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my stomach is like the rope knotted and filled with secrets that i will take to the grave my pain is too strong and the strength of the rope is the only means of release i cry as i slip it around my neck thinking of those who i leave behind it doesnt matter the rope will make me forget i stumble fall blackout -c.a

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Jan 14, 2014

Jan 14, 2014 at 9:55 AM UTC

noose (tw suicide)

my stomach is like the rope knotted and filled with secrets that i will take to the grave my pain is too strong and the strength of the rope is the only means of release i cry as i slip it around my neck thinking of those who i leave behind it doesnt matter the rope will make me forget i stumble fall blackout -c.a

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the fact that you know so much about me but could tear me down without a second thought the fact that even though i trust you with my life you might drop me if i fall and my heart is already in shambles but you are slowly carefully sewing it back together because one day i will love without fear and my heart won't ache when i think about you i wont be scared anymore -c.a

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Jan 14, 2014

Jan 14, 2014 at 9:50 AM UTC

things that scare me

the fact that you know so much about me but could tear me down without a second thought the fact that even though i trust you with my life you might drop me if i fall and my heart is already in shambles but you are slowly carefully sewing it back together because one day i will love without fear and my heart won't ache when i think about you i wont be scared anymore -c.a

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i was supposed to grow up to be happy what happened -c.a

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Jan 13, 2014

Jan 13, 2014 at 11:41 PM UTC

it wasn't supposed to turn out this way