he was everything
and anything
but I couldn't
save him
all he talked about was
*** and killing himself
but never about
me
I don't think he loved me
much
Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 4:07 PM UTC
I am not a worthless piece of art.
I am God's Masterpiece.
Jun 8, 2016
Jun 8, 2016 at 10:03 PM UTC
I let go of you
I thought of other things
And I was in bliss
I was alone now
And I was enjoying
Silent solitude
You were off my mind
You were nowhere near me
I thought I fell out
I was moving on
From you and from the past
And then I saw you
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 10:50 PM UTC
I've had enough chasing you,
What else should I do?
Are we really into this?
The old you, that I missed.
I'm begging you to stay,
Even if it's just for a day.
I just want to spend more time,
Because, this will be the last time that you're mine.
Some things have changed,
Was it me or was it you?
Was it all about the things I can't undo?
Or was it me who stopped chasing you?
-12072k15
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 10:49 PM UTC
I think you love me
but we speak different languages
I think you love me
but you're cold coffee and rain
I think you love me
but all you talk about is
killing yourself
I think I love you
but we speak different languages
I think I love you
but I'm just not used to
this
I think you love me
but all you tell me is
"you can fix me"
but all I tell you is
"baby, I can't"
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 8:15 PM UTC
It’s been three and a half months since we last spoke,
really spoke, not just guilty hellos
and scattered half-hearted pleas
And it’s not you, it’s never you
it’s me it’s me it’s me,
but you love
me
you love
me
you love
me
And my head has forgotten what it feels like,
but I know my heart is safe with you
Because you’ve never stopped chasing after me
and I’m tired of looking at my feet, telling myself
I’ll be okay without you, trying to navigate
through a thick forest at night,
pretending I don’t have matches at
my fingertips
You are the only thing
that has ever made me feel truly whole
I’m sorry I’ve kept my eyes shut so tight,
but I’m here now and I love you and I miss you
And I don’t want to keep living
like fragments of a person anymore
I’m Yours.
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 6:10 AM UTC
he said
*one day,
baby girl,
i'll buy you
the world
sprinkle you
with diamonds
and head to toe
in pearls
you'll dress in
the finest of silks
eat the freshest of foods
drink the purest of milk
sleep under
the most stunning mosaic
on a bed made of feathers
you will lay
never will
a worry cross your mind
the night will never be dark
i'll make sure your stars always shine
never be cold
blankets made of the fluffiest wool
with intricate patterns
made with the thread of gold
your hands will never
feel restricted to give
you can help others survive
support them to live
the orphans, the widows
the refugees, the victims
will always know
who to turn to to help them
you will be my queen
bare with me a few years
i'll make my way to the top
and then rid you of all financial fears
until then you have
my full heart, body & soul
just a while longer
& i'll buy you the world*
she looks at him
and shakes her head
takes his hand
makes him sit on the bed
looks him in the eye
and starts to smile
*my love,
my darling,
my reason to live,
hear me clearly
when i say this
i need no riches
i need no gold
for all these are material
you are my world
let paper money
and bank accounts
fly away
and burn to the ground
we'll build our home
with our bare hands
work day and night
sow and reap our own lands
with what we earn
we'll share with the world
we'll laugh and be merry
live together then marry
have children and watch them grow
and make beautiful our own little world
i appreciate the thought
but happiness can't be bought
the two of us together
is enough for me, forever ♡*
Dec 6, 2015
Dec 6, 2015 at 10:12 AM UTC
Falling for you *****
I cry my tears every night
just because you never really
know that I want you so bad.
n.e
Dec 6, 2015
Dec 6, 2015 at 10:11 AM UTC
ever since you, I haven't been okay
the way you used to whisper in my ear
the way you used to tell me you loved me
the way you smiled at me
the way you drank your coffee
the way you walked away
the way you told me "I just don't feel the same"
ever since you, I haven't been okay.
Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 10:08 PM UTC
I miss you.
I never told you what you meant to me.
I couldn't.
But I should have.
I miss you.
We used to go on coffee dates.
But then again, I hated coffee.
I miss you.
I shouldn't have done what I did.
But then again, I did.
I miss you.
And it kills me.
Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 6:57 PM UTC