callie-dee - Hello Poetry

I know I shouldn't think about you But i am. Thoughts of kissing your face And holding your hand I'm at the spot where we first met And no I haven't forgotten yet How it feels to hold you close and What part of me You like the most and Your presence Haunts my dreams and It's never As good as it seems yet Something about you Keeps me here. Thinking of you and Wanting you near. You never said A proper good bye And all those feelings Were not a lie but I don't know where we stand so I Play it cool and Just pretend that You are not On my mind and I know I shouldn't Think about you. All the time but... I am.

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Mar 8, 2014

Mar 8, 2014 at 10:17 PM UTC

Thinking About You

I know I shouldn't think about you But i am. Thoughts of kissing your face And holding your hand I'm at the spot where we first met And no I haven't forgotten yet How it feels to hold you close and What part of me You like the most and Your presence Haunts my dreams and It's never As good as it seems yet Something about you Keeps me here. Thinking of you and Wanting you near. You never said A proper good bye And all those feelings Were not a lie but I don't know where we stand so I Play it cool and Just pretend that You are not On my mind and I know I shouldn't Think about you. All the time but... I am.

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I look just like another girl, My hair all done A string of pearls. But inside is a heart of steel. No misconceptions, I know the deal. I hung with boys and we played rough. My heart's been broken it healed back tough. I've been here before, I'll walk these miles With my lady like manners and my sweet Texas Smile.

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Sep 2, 2013

Sep 2, 2013 at 4:03 PM UTC

Texas Smile

I look just like another girl, My hair all done A string of pearls. But inside is a heart of steel. No misconceptions, I know the deal. I hung with boys and we played rough. My heart's been broken it healed back tough. I've been here before, I'll walk these miles With my lady like manners and my sweet Texas Smile.

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Find the beauty in the pain and watch it wash away. Take the pain makes you feel helps you know what is real. Forever changed Not the same Refuse to play the game. One less thought One less stop One less day of shame.

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Aug 18, 2013

Aug 18, 2013 at 7:26 PM UTC

One Less

Find the beauty in the pain and watch it wash away. Take the pain makes you feel helps you know what is real. Forever changed Not the same Refuse to play the game. One less thought One less stop One less day of shame.

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I thought you wanted me but I've done this before Where I start to catch feelings And they head for the door So confused by my choices So sick of this place So tired of my heart pounding When I see your face Erase all the memories Convinced they're all lies Ignore that look I thought I saw in your eyes I will just keep going But the hard truth is It's hard to pretend That you don't exist.

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Aug 13, 2013

Aug 13, 2013 at 2:06 PM UTC

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I thought you wanted me but I've done this before Where I start to catch feelings And they head for the door So confused by my choices So sick of this place So tired of my heart pounding When I see your face Erase all the memories Convinced they're all lies Ignore that look I thought I saw in your eyes I will just keep going But the hard truth is It's hard to pretend That you don't exist.

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Finding love is hard for me Forever single Is what I'll be I start to fall and get too close They hit the breaks Then hit some hoes I leave them be Then one day "I made wrong choice" Is what they say Pushed away once is all it takes to relive past mistakes My standards high Demand respect I know my worth And still yet Loneliness comes Late at night and sometimes feelings are hard to fight True love IS What I want No need to lie No need to front Enjoy the chase Not rush too fast And maybe one day It will last

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Aug 12, 2013

Aug 12, 2013 at 6:54 PM UTC

Finding Love

Finding love is hard for me Forever single Is what I'll be I start to fall and get too close They hit the breaks Then hit some hoes I leave them be Then one day "I made wrong choice" Is what they say Pushed away once is all it takes to relive past mistakes My standards high Demand respect I know my worth And still yet Loneliness comes Late at night and sometimes feelings are hard to fight True love IS What I want No need to lie No need to front Enjoy the chase Not rush too fast And maybe one day It will last

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I find myself Here again Down and broken Looking within Where did I stray From this path? How do I clean This Aftermath? How do I keep From THIS again? Where am I going? What's the plan? I'm tired of failing, I CRAVE success. I give it my all I try my best! Yet circumstances Beyond control Effect the way Life's dice roll. So I pick up the pieces Dust off the dirt And I keep on trucking No matter the hurt.

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Aug 10, 2013

Aug 10, 2013 at 2:07 PM UTC

I find myself here again

I find myself Here again Down and broken Looking within Where did I stray From this path? How do I clean This Aftermath? How do I keep From THIS again? Where am I going? What's the plan? I'm tired of failing, I CRAVE success. I give it my all I try my best! Yet circumstances Beyond control Effect the way Life's dice roll. So I pick up the pieces Dust off the dirt And I keep on trucking No matter the hurt.

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The intensity of your eyes Your sweet little lies The girl I despise The softness of your touch The way we…. I want it so much Feelings felt by the weak Awkwardness when we speak From Outgoing to meek Can’t play with my heart Emotions still play their part I knew from the start You were Trouble

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Jun 17, 2013

Jun 17, 2013 at 11:47 AM UTC

Trouble

The intensity of your eyes Your sweet little lies The girl I despise The softness of your touch The way we…. I want it so much Feelings felt by the weak Awkwardness when we speak From Outgoing to meek Can’t play with my heart Emotions still play their part I knew from the start You were Trouble

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Mama, I know just now I made you really mad And what I did today Was something that was bad. But mama, I also know The way you hit's not right And that is just the reason I put up such a fight Hitting me across the face And kicking me in the back Is considered child abuse That is just a fact But mama, I love you anyway I just don't understand Why I take second place To any given man You sleep naked in his bed I'm in a strange place, all alone When all I really want Is to be in bed at home I don't even know his name Tomorrow is someone new Though I'm very little, I know It's not a motherly thing to do And mama, those things you call me Hurt my heart and soul The damage you have caused I bet you'll never know But mama, I still love you Even if you hurt me so Cause mama I have Jesus Who hugs me and won't let go

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Jun 14, 2013

Jun 14, 2013 at 11:33 PM UTC

Mama

Mama, I know just now I made you really mad And what I did today Was something that was bad. But mama, I also know The way you hit's not right And that is just the reason I put up such a fight Hitting me across the face And kicking me in the back Is considered child abuse That is just a fact But mama, I love you anyway I just don't understand Why I take second place To any given man You sleep naked in his bed I'm in a strange place, all alone When all I really want Is to be in bed at home I don't even know his name Tomorrow is someone new Though I'm very little, I know It's not a motherly thing to do And mama, those things you call me Hurt my heart and soul The damage you have caused I bet you'll never know But mama, I still love you Even if you hurt me so Cause mama I have Jesus Who hugs me and won't let go

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She was a carefree soul in an uptight world Just trying to fit in. Looking for love in all the right places that's how her story begins Her mama didn't want her, Her daddy didn't know her, so she ran away Looking for love in all the wrong places as she does to this day Men her daddy's age Drug are all the rage Disco ***** Stripper Poles, Needles and Sin Married at 18 seemed like the right thing drugs, an abortion, then a baby girl. Why she had me I'll never know I didn't fit into her world She found love in the form of a son for a time it was enough A walk with God She claimed she was on But satan called her bluff. Many men, any age Drugs are still all the rage. Barstools, Stripper poles Needles and sin She left us at an early age, Teenage girl and boys times 2 Searching for happiness in all the wrong places is watch she HAD to do. Being a mother To my little brothers We got through life ok. Hoping and dreaming wishing and praying Our mother would find her way. All these men, every age, Ice is now all the rage Sleepless nights, alcoholic life, Needles and Sin On the streets is where she lives druggies are her friends. Countless ways to try to save her But there is no end. Is this the life she dreamt of having All that time ago? A beautiful daughter, two talented sons and grandkids she'll never know. Any man, whatever age Homelessness all the rage. Self deception, mind corruption Needles and sin.

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Jun 14, 2013

Jun 14, 2013 at 11:32 PM UTC

Needles and Sin

She was a carefree soul in an uptight world Just trying to fit in. Looking for love in all the right places that's how her story begins Her mama didn't want her, Her daddy didn't know her, so she ran away Looking for love in all the wrong places as she does to this day Men her daddy's age Drug are all the rage Disco ***** Stripper Poles, Needles and Sin Married at 18 seemed like the right thing drugs, an abortion, then a baby girl. Why she had me I'll never know I didn't fit into her world She found love in the form of a son for a time it was enough A walk with God She claimed she was on But satan called her bluff. Many men, any age Drugs are still all the rage. Barstools, Stripper poles Needles and sin She left us at an early age, Teenage girl and boys times 2 Searching for happiness in all the wrong places is watch she HAD to do. Being a mother To my little brothers We got through life ok. Hoping and dreaming wishing and praying Our mother would find her way. All these men, every age, Ice is now all the rage Sleepless nights, alcoholic life, Needles and Sin On the streets is where she lives druggies are her friends. Countless ways to try to save her But there is no end. Is this the life she dreamt of having All that time ago? A beautiful daughter, two talented sons and grandkids she'll never know. Any man, whatever age Homelessness all the rage. Self deception, mind corruption Needles and sin.

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What is love A four letter word is it a decision, a feeling Or maybe a verb? Can you feel it in your gut or maybe circling in your head? Can you find it in the store Or find it in your bed? Does it change with the weather Or like a plant grow? Does it flutter like butterflies or will it never go? Is it a grand affair Like the Town Parade? Or is a secret, a silly game fools play? Is it the scent of a flower a most breath taking bloom? Or a smell so rancid it can clear the room Love to me is sweeter than air A feeling no words can even compare covers you like a blanket of the purest white snow The love that I feel will never want to go But make life better us against them and should we fall get up and do it again Its the sweetest smelling flowers gardens for miles It's a colorful sunset Whatever to make you smile Its not found at the store or in a bar, or your bed It's a conscious decision choices made in my head Because feelings lie and marriage is dead. I could be like the world But I'll do Proverbs 31:10 instead.

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Jun 14, 2013

Jun 14, 2013 at 11:31 PM UTC

What is Love?

What is love A four letter word is it a decision, a feeling Or maybe a verb? Can you feel it in your gut or maybe circling in your head? Can you find it in the store Or find it in your bed? Does it change with the weather Or like a plant grow? Does it flutter like butterflies or will it never go? Is it a grand affair Like the Town Parade? Or is a secret, a silly game fools play? Is it the scent of a flower a most breath taking bloom? Or a smell so rancid it can clear the room Love to me is sweeter than air A feeling no words can even compare covers you like a blanket of the purest white snow The love that I feel will never want to go But make life better us against them and should we fall get up and do it again Its the sweetest smelling flowers gardens for miles It's a colorful sunset Whatever to make you smile Its not found at the store or in a bar, or your bed It's a conscious decision choices made in my head Because feelings lie and marriage is dead. I could be like the world But I'll do Proverbs 31:10 instead.

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