I look up and down
You look big
I'm scared
I'm about to ***
I'm worried I might not make it
Even worse I'm already down the path
I hope the darkness won't creep in
Even as the anxiety becomes big
Will I find love in it?
Or just another fairy tale with a princess in it
Will it work in the end
Or will I need to have sanity to send
Ain't acting
Ain't feeling this
I don't want this
You too don't even want me
I look up and down
You look big
I'm scared
I'm about to ***
Sep 11, 2024
Sep 11, 2024 at 1:31 AM UTC
On my bed
On a Tuesday
Heart heavy
And mind crazy
Only since I am trying to fit in
3 am bedtime stories
My eyes not baggy
Sleep has hated me
Yet no one can understand
Running I do
Towards the sunset
Watch it and watch time fade
As darkness covers me
And throws me into very cage
That almost killed me
They hope I will do it all for them
Stand in for them as they sleep
Pretending to care
But leave me sleep with my eyes open
Aug 13, 2024
Aug 13, 2024 at 9:44 AM UTC
Went to California last week
My friends deserted me
And I was alone in the California desert
Broken heart and watery eyes
Then the sun smiled and said
It's okay
It's okay
It's okay to get a little lost sometimes
I went back and changed my name
I hoped they would not notice my problems
A fresh start in life is all I wanted
Forget all my problems in my diary
But she smiled and said
It's okay
It's okay
It's okay to get a little lost
Everyone gets lost sometimes
Jun 10, 2024
Jun 10, 2024 at 4:46 PM UTC
25, 26
25 years, on the 26th
no stars, no wishes
no candles, no flame
1 more, please be proud
more oaths, more broken
i think, i remain silent
i swim, i drown
in tears, in laughter
more angels, no gifts
yet am 25, on the 26th
@nukethelizards
May 26, 2024
May 26, 2024 at 1:14 PM UTC
But lately
What I've been crying most about
Is myself
The person I used to be and lost
And the person in the present
With no clue about his future
@nukethelizards
Apr 23, 2024
Apr 23, 2024 at 12:14 PM UTC
Could it be that it was meant to be?
Every moment in life
Every situation in life
Could it be that it was meant to be?
To teach us
To punish us
To **** us
To make us feel alive
Apr 23, 2024
Apr 23, 2024 at 12:13 PM UTC
It's scarier
Getting older
In the midst of war
I **** every foe
Time to go to war
Fighting for everything that I believe in
Were you ever a dreamer?
Fighting for everything that's free?
Mar 23, 2024
Mar 23, 2024 at 6:58 AM UTC
How could I forget you
When I smell your scent in my pillow
How could I not fall for you
When I stare at your picture on my phone
How could I not get lonely
When I don't have you by my side
How could I not feel imperfect
When all my perfection is in you
How could I not miss you
When all I do is smile at the imagination of you
How could I not say to myself I love you
When all I got is you
Dec 30, 2023
Dec 30, 2023 at 6:16 PM UTC
The song playing
Makes this moment satisfying
Chikwere makes me think of you
Holding your waist
This moment ain't a waste
Accidentally you step on my shoe
I look with a smile
And see the spotlight in you iris
If only
This could last forever
Nov 23, 2023
Nov 23, 2023 at 11:12 AM UTC
I think I'm ready now
I think it's okay now
I still remember the night sky
The twinkling stars in your eyes
I couldn't keep you
I couldn't give you
For you deserved it
Better than he gives
Nov 23, 2023
Nov 23, 2023 at 11:06 AM UTC