caleb-jaren
American
I've been writing on and off since I was 15. Am coming back from a long break of almost 10 years and am hoping to re-find my "voice". / / My metadata: / / Private: Idiosyncratic: Esoteric / Situationally Bombastic Recluse / Ironic in juxtaposition of thought and action / Attempts accountability for same actions / Tenebrous (or not so) / Independant: (read) Free Spirited / Released from the captor(s) Time, Nature, Patience / (though are the 3 great physicians) / Down to Earth despite Flights Of Fancy / Longs eternally for Action / Knowledge and Wisdom / Love
Do you
need, you
broke, you
bleed, you(r) taste
I
prevent, I
falter, I
can't, I
crumble, you bleed
You, taste me,
release me
Mar 9, 2010
Mar 9, 2010 at 6:31 PM UTC
Forgive me, love
for I will forsake thee
to pursue a goal
in uncharted territory
my life, limbs
strung askew hung on
the myriad sentences
this will has spoken through
bleed if you must
my tears will cleanse the
wounds fading
into darkness
the halls of no return.
Mar 9, 2010
Mar 9, 2010 at 6:28 PM UTC
incoming across
morning cigarette stuck in corner of mouth
shirtless
and faded Levi's
nearly 80 degrees today
and as much humidity
causes the trees to droop in silent
green veils
as much as the hail last night
just thought to tell you:
I never knew you had
The Voice
Mar 9, 2010
Mar 9, 2010 at 2:54 PM UTC
Lofted over the Cedar murky
waters the color of coffee flow implacable
immutable towards the Southeast horizon
while Pleiades and Orion hunt above tenacious
juniper fingers driven into crags
boreal bonsai stands everlasting
in time
for me to fly this roost
Mar 9, 2010
Mar 9, 2010 at 2:49 PM UTC
graves upon graves
lie within these pools
of black blood rising to overcome
to swallow the chains
and binds
while blind eyes stare blankly
into the ravenous face of death
bewarethese mortal coils that tie
but soon are released to emptiness
and the further emaciation of
tumescent lips
drops of sweet wine
spatter
on the pallid visage of
life eternal
Feb 23, 2010
Feb 23, 2010 at 7:51 PM UTC
It's said to move like
this..stop-start, stop-start
like a sullen auto refusing to comply
with its operator -and the words, so arcane they must have
been hand delivered from an untouchable
source of divinity
iambic, pyrrhic, choriambic and amphibracic
what ever can they mean and
of course secondarily
can they be understood enough to make even
half-hearted progress?
Feb 23, 2010
Feb 23, 2010 at 7:06 PM UTC
Spearmint altoids and espresso
doubleshot headphones
hardly used Palm(seems not 1 for organization)
Empty jewel cases strewn over
the pine expanse3 monitors burn, an insistent
cyclopean glare w/the accompanying mice
notebooks' aged paper curled
'round circuit board controller cards
and holographic stickers open
hard drive aluminum platter white
cordless phone 2.4 GHz
floppy discs USB
milk glass opalescent bag
industrial lasagna fork canted sideways
tomes beckon
Cybershock
Snowcrash palpitations
PANIC! k_trap trap type 0x000000E flickers
attempting to dump 32 years
physical memory
Failed!
User I/O = NULL
Feb 23, 2010
Feb 23, 2010 at 5:13 PM UTC
Melancholy midnight drones
circuits short fuse
dawn for the sleepless
residual caffeine headaches corporate spoil
masochistic colonies marching on
titanic glass and steel infrastructures
devoid soul
wasted
is there time for tomorrow?
Feb 23, 2010
Feb 23, 2010 at 5:13 PM UTC
Part 1:::::::::::::::::::::
Desert valley in waiting
austere walls of cloud blow
not up and away but in impending status
hanging flashes over boreal sky
birds' wings suddenly alight started
by the voice of the divine and the
aroma of ozone now
lighting on wet pavement hisses as
man and beast scramble for shelter
Part 2::::::::::::::::::::::::
Rain
in the gutter splatter
invisible matter
all penned walls are white
tears of the Hopi
cactus river
saguaro salvation
Feb 23, 2010
Feb 23, 2010 at 5:13 PM UTC
feeling as ifstuck in rewind
an old cassette perpetually turning
towards anachronism
like sepia toned photos
yesterdays memoirs revealed
your sunshine and the
absolute absence of clouds
Feb 23, 2010
Feb 23, 2010 at 5:12 PM UTC