Can you feel my heart bleeding
I'm trying to find a way out and you're blaming
Blaming me for making you feel so mistaken
But the truth is that its not you fault I'm breaking
They called me words and you were just there starring
They knocked me down and you weren't even caring
But now you come back and say that you understand
Understand the fact that I've been all by myself
Waiting for someone to get me out of this mess
But you know what the biggest mistake I did?
It was waiting for you or anybody else
I thought that they could save me but I was wrong
I felt so guilty but guilt isn't helpful anymore
And cutting myself was the only thing I knew
But now I see the world from a whole different view
Don't get me wrong I'm not that kind of human
I might seem reckless but I'm in fact just very clueless
I just needed care and it was the only thing I didn't receive
So instead I started harming myself thinking that somebody would believe
Believe the fact that I'm just not perfect
Look Me in the eyes and tell me what do you see
Cause in case you didn't know it's where my demons remain...
Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 3:01 PM UTC